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2007-10-06T20:41:00.000-07:00

hello, what's up?promos have ended on a low trembling note,giving in to worse nightmares ,namely the possibility of being retained. the possibility of bearing the flame badge for 3 years, instead of 2.alongside stupid exams is the stupid rash that has been spreading across my body,since the ___?? i dt'knw, i just discovered it two days ago. those tiny red welts do not hurt very much, but the rate

2007-09-03T23:02:00.000-07:00

i love cupcakes,i hate exams. cj we are really kewl dancers!muggerlife hasnt begun yet!i cant bear to start .........

2007-08-05T14:54:00.000-07:00

okay let the pictures do the talking <3. the rest is on friendster!

2007-08-03T11:08:00.000-07:00

okay despite promising pras that ill spent just 1/2 hr on the com, i did just twice of that. :D good girl,clock is ticking!can't rly anticipate the dance practice later,lyn said ryan's stepping up on our flexibility and freestylin' oh god. not for weak hearted.(&&&& those who have got blocks of wood for hamstrings.AKA ME :( )gym concert later at 730!!!!!!!!!!last performance for j2ssss!!!!!!!!!!

2007-08-01T19:45:00.000-07:00

There's nothing I could say to youNothing I could ever do to make you seeWhat you mean to meAll the pain, the tears I criedStill you never said goodbye and now I knowHow far you'd goI know I let you downBut it's not like that nowThis time I'll never let you goI will be, all that you wantAnd get myself togetherCause you keep me from falling apartAll my life, I'll be with you foreverTo get you

2007-07-27T22:12:00.000-07:00

syf dance for the laaaast time wasSO GOOOOOOD.i felt so much love for the dance,the music,and most importantly the dancers.Firefly is like a piece of art with different coloured paints flowing away from the elaborate framing which contains it.and you know the painting's never going to be seen in its full glory againbut nonetheless- etched in our hearts.

2007-07-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

initially, i wanted to update with an ultimate emo post,y'knw .about the multiple days we practic'd tghtr, (almost evry day). about the time we spent tgthr which felt like it spanned a year. t'was only when you get down to counting , then youll realize t'has only been what.four months?oh yeah get in cj, madrush for syf, slack...june holidays! okay time for stepdown. omg? :(omg this is the

2007-07-20T22:54:00.000-07:00

a girl wakes up assuming her mom's her superlover again tday,when he is in his own house,sleeping like a log. kisssssskisses her mom's cheek thinking she's him, (mummy was too sleepy i doubt she realized properly.) she's SO DAMN tired by 11pm every night but half-deads until 12plus to extend time spent with him. she hardly messages/calls/contacts him,maybe he already is a resident of her heart (

2007-07-17T20:39:00.000-07:00

I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine ValentineYes you can hold my hand if you want to'Cause I want to hold yours tooWe'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worldsBut it's time for me to go homeIt's getting late, dark outsideI need to be with myself and center, clarityPeace, Serenitysatu's crawling all over the keyboard,well,things may not be perfect now, but im happy & i'll

2007-06-28T20:47:00.000-07:00

these few days have been the oddest,they ranged from 'hahah midyrs' in less than 2days!''OMG I HVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO MATH SEQUENCES''uhhhhmmmmmm lets just study harder for promos''chem 's tmmr should i study or shd i give it up completely.okay titanic on the piano!!!'math and chem papers' halfblank, bio 's the only thing ive rly studied for, yet i couldnt finish mugging for bioLE SIGHH,oh wells

2007-06-23T22:28:00.000-07:00

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.Seasons are changingAnd waves are crashingAnd stars are falling all for usDays grow longer and nights grow shorterI can show you I'll be the oneLOVE FOR PASTRIES,i 'll never let you fall ,cus this is not unlike a tattoo.

2007-06-23T19:20:00.000-07:00

MIDYRRRRRSSS SUCK!!junes should be two months long.i mean if they want us to spend our holsmugging for midyrs, they should die!yah really! die!ddddddddDIE! spoken like a true i-have-not-studied-yet-but-yeah!-freaking-out-now student!!die! die!!! DIEEEEEEchoc cupcake &orange cupcakes for taaaaattooooooosshe finally updates and it's a post revolving around exaaaams.ohboooo. ;[another reason why

2007-06-16T20:04:00.000-07:00

So let's turn this room into a pirate shipAnd plunder, each otherYou and me we're like little machinesWe run around, around our hometown streetsNo one can put me to sleep, except you

2007-06-06T20:32:00.000-07:00

chill:hahaha chilled. who's this?gwyn: HAHAHHA yah i did.hairstylist was damn noobbbbyini: dtknw who's getting hipper and prettier by the day ehhh!!!TSKKK !eh i rmbr you were once comforting me,sending me smses saying what spongebob &patrick swinging with me what moodswings HAHAHween: MORRRRNING SUNSHINE <3tingli: if they dont,we shall plan one MAAAANjerlinNNN: HI! HI HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIxinrong:

2007-06-06T12:33:00.000-07:00

LTC CAMP is not over.kinda over for meomg SHINES tday was kinda nervewrecking hairraising im officially the bravest girl!:D:D bursts of adrenaline make me bolder than i actually am!TITANS,we kinda rock.still, it doesn't change how im so damn sick of camp life."i hate camps, camp organisers should suicide. or die a unglam death. anyhow it is, camps shouldnt exist. God why have you forsaken meeeeee

2007-06-02T16:50:00.000-07:00

PEEEEGABOO!'i feel damn alone.';(where have my loved ones gone!BFF has to see so much of my face recently cus my loved ones have all ditched me,hahah i love them i miss them so much,i wish they weren't so busy! you'd think that my 23/24 free week this weekwould be made use of for midyrs chionging.(not long before i'd hvta hit thaa books thouuugh ;( ) i think i wont go pavillion(did i misspell?)

2007-05-31T17:58:00.000-07:00

peeeekture post :my bestie forever jerlin suzelin and i (ding ding) am the B.F.F of this emo punk rock asshole!ays woe is me! we both couldnt find his backpack and my skinnies ;(

2007-05-30T16:26:00.000-07:00

Can't be getting mad,What you mad?Can't handle that?zomg i need to be freed of sthg lehz.i need to dance LEHZ.fuck these moodswings which hit with torrents of vituperation.vulgar lehz.hahahahahahahh i need to leave the house.i had the most filling buffet lunch thingey just now. well,BYE.OFF TO JACK'S BDAY WITH DANCE MATIEZ.i mean, if you can't dance,then chill with dance matez. yeah i know,'chill

2007-05-25T23:28:00.000-07:00

my fire starter's screwed,i can't heat up my dinner with it later. so mummy suggested a lighter,but i refussse , i burned the hair on my fingers the last time i tried lighting a stove with the lighter ,so mummy suggested 'a birthday candle then'.A CANDLE A CANDLE in all seriousnessi suggested yknw,fire sparklersshe calls me crazy,so i'm lighting the stove with a candle tonight.im running late! i

2007-05-24T16:45:00.000-07:00

this is aaron & OMG ive a picture in which i kinda look like him!HAHAHA RETARDED FACE OF RETARDED PERSON MOI.ignore; you must!but the shorts.are. love. material girl mine mine minee (not so soon though!)i could tell you his favourite colour's greenhe loves to argue born on the seventeenthhis sister's beautiful,he has his father's eyesif you asked me if i loved him,i'd lieyumyum song,i like. I'd

2007-05-23T23:23:00.000-07:00

but I don't trustthe world to turn for me, because you see,the map eventually ends, and it's up to usto draw the rest of it, off the paperand onto the table, across the kitchen and into the next room, then the seas.I'm not the kind of girl that finds what she needs by the end of the story.Find home soon,alright? Find me.i'm alright!{and incredibly silly} ']it's not right anymore to be anything

2007-05-23T20:57:00.000-07:00

I don’t think that passenger seatHas ever looked this good to meHe tells me about his nightAnd I count the colors in his eyesHe’ll never fall in love he swearsAs he runs his fingers through his hairI’m laughing cause I hope he wrongI don't think it ever crossed his mindHe tells a joke I fake a smileThat I know all his favorite songsAndI could tell you his favorite colors greenHe loves to argue,

2007-05-23T16:48:00.000-07:00

i'm two quarters and a heart downand i don’t want to forgethow your voice soundsthese words are all i haveso i write themso you need them just to get by;& all the roads we have to walk along are winding&all the lights that lead us there are blindingThere are many things that I wouldLike to say to youI don't know how

2007-05-22T19:42:00.000-07:00

I thought I was a fool for no-oneOh baby I'm a fool for youYou're the queen of the superficialAnd how long before you tell the truththisss isss the lasstt tiimmi abaaannnddon uuuuuuuuuuuhihello i'm still me, &&& i'll always be, d't forget that things hasn't changed.(though it's too late to be saying these)ill be hoping silly-ly for a while .WRY LAUGH,zomgg calantheaaa how did i get myself into

2007-05-22T14:31:00.000-07:00

zommmg im sick of seeing spamtags.i have unintentionally incurred the wrath of sm website it seems.;(sch tday was ohsoponnablehahah still, midyrs are IN YOUR FACE. thinking caps+reading glasses check!hope for gp &lit has diminished to nthg,i 'm not fretting yet. that's badtime to start flipping my Othello book.you have to remember this

2007-05-20T23:33:00.000-07:00

your bright mark is all i see,all i see - even when day comes.these are your feet ,they walked their way into, & out of, many heartshihihihihellohi!im going to school tomorrow.SURPRISESURPRISE(seriously){i 'm going to start talking photos agn in june hols.are you feelin' the heat!i wonder how theyll turn out to be.i 'll hate and love i think - well expect to see yourself all over them anyway}

2007-05-19T21:39:00.000-07:00

now that things'rnt the same, i can hardly stand looking into the mirror to see the same girl....not when im painfully aware of the changes that made me un-same. i loved the girl i became when you were around, i mean that. weell forgive my {silly} way of 'moving on, & away' - by making slight ripples on the surface. look ,ma! ive got chingchong bangs!will calanthea &nic come back from tuition

2007-05-19T17:01:00.000-07:00

marcus's birthday we bought him a okay-cake ,along with a smashing bday card.he loooved it!i heard only happy people camwhore.:)yknw.every time it's over,i cut my hair!

2007-05-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

are you happy now?if yes,why? if no,how come?EVRYONE,do feel obligated to answer me via tagboarddd_a glimpse of happiness and i'm on my knees,

2007-05-17T23:19:00.000-07:00

my brother's a changed boy,it has been so longsince we had last looked at each other/conversed properly.this not-within-our-control thing is getting on my nerves. i just hope it ain't too late.zomg this year, my family had to fill up the little remaining timei hve left from school,dance,friends,& self. priorities are mess'd up, yo ;(am i less of the primary school girl who chased after the class

2007-05-16T23:11:00.000-07:00

yes pras,i landed hard,all for one shooting star!bright, lasts no longer than an instantyet its bright mark is all you see, all you see,even when day comesyknw when i feel like screaming/pulling at my hair i tend to blog i hate it cus an image of me being like this ALL THE TIME is created in your headswell that's just too bad!i need to sleeep.when things 're bad,they can only get worse! IT'S JUST

2007-05-14T23:46:00.000-07:00

i just wasted a lot cal's & nick's timeeee;(sorry for being an annoying twat at 11plus pm of a tiring daybut thanks very much the both of you,mug hard for chem tests!LOVE.btws i haven't forgotten that im a lesbo nun so calanthea youre still mine for the snatching!!!;}heh heh heh_showtime.good luck to vjchoir!<3

2007-05-13T22:06:00.000-07:00

can't deny it,my faith's on an alltimelow.ooooh btw -who's Someone?i appreciate all that concern,rly,but i 've a thing(a bad one) for anonymous taggers.do leave your name the next time you pop by__like peterman or superman you ll come to save mei thought i wouldn't be susceptible to such blaaahmisery anymore MANS.i let my guard down ,yes,but hve you thought about whywhy?_THR'S SCHOOL TMMRS.two

2007-05-13T21:13:00.000-07:00

There are certain people you just keep coming back toShe is right in front of youYou begin to wonder could you find a better oneCompared to her now she's in questionAnd all at once the crowd begins to singSometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the sameMaybe you want her maybe you need herMaybe you started to compare to someone not thereLooking for the right one you line up the world

2007-05-12T22:44:00.000-07:00

hahah i thought about s33 when i saw this, so i braved all weird looks just for this picture of the ezlink card machine THREETHREETHREE.cusssssss i'm like,so whatever, you could do so much better, i think y'all shd get tgthr now (youre so fine i want you mine youre so delicious i think about you all the time youre so addictive.d'tya know what i can do to make you feel alraaaiight) cj dance

2007-05-12T10:10:00.000-07:00

boy , why you trippin' like that?weird spam sites' rly gtta stop tagging.;(say 'aah', it's time for your daily dose of emo!

2007-05-11T21:32:00.000-07:00

:(IM SICK OF EMO SAD,INDIEROCK,EMO,EMO EMO SONGS.i like laughing at how i 'm(ridiculously) listening to Riding Dirty now:)trippin', boy oh boy youre trippin'

2007-05-11T19:58:00.000-07:00

HELLO EMO ELMOS!2nd-floor-fareasted w/ paas just now, &material eyecandies' my new found loove(always hve been!).thr wasnt dance,;[ im sad that thr wasn't dance!i still feel like disappearing.i feel likedisappearing.i still feel like disappearing i still feel like disappearing.i still feel like disappearing.all it takes is for you to ponder if i've gonebut it's not time yet i feel,i feel like i '

2007-05-10T00:12:00.000-07:00

it's like fuck it ,how do i disappear rly quick?fingers in your faces,laughing crying so hard it'll stop you in your tracks,where have i gone now, what have i become? thanks to a coupla you,my very breaths feel so much like taboo.your claims are the loudest, ARR can this be - i think im moving, but im going nowhere - - - -uhh yeah for starters, you can save me by not saving me. :)bythewaay stupid

2007-05-07T20:33:00.000-07:00

rachie says:awkward positions,hurry!{poor rachie has been cut off from these pictures due to my bitchyskinny layouthahah click on piccies to view it biig and see her!}suckfaace. the distressed,the discontented,the mortified.lovelove blue nuns who make schooling in blue nunnery so much easier:]

2007-05-06T02:31:00.000-07:00

i want to feel safe.alarm bells a-ringing suddenly i 'm currently wondering why im posting ,cus it's not likeokay.blah. blah blah......................but i'm scared, and it's late.it's all i want now,i wnna feel safe so bad.

2007-05-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

lyrical hiphop is thaa seksbut SO VERY DIFFICULT TO DO.my actions feel so retarded and spastic,i hardly look at my own reflectionin fear of laughing out loud at myself - now, that wouldn't come off as very sane!;(HAHAbut it looks ultimate cool, undoubtedly a style i'd lovelove to embrace :}practise hard, dancers<3 uhhhh we might look decent in a few weeks!__it's like someone has hit the slow-mo

2007-05-01T06:12:00.000-07:00

'listen up y'all, cus this is it.' d't ask me why that line from Fergalicious is here,i don't know why that line from Fergalicious is here.but thr's dance tomorrow :)because i feel so insane and so alive? on the contrary, here's to incoherent ramblings in a blog.__hello, i wish so much for you to be happier. we're sick of shaping up to tiresome paper dreamsi have so much more to give.i'm sad, cus

2007-05-01T01:41:00.000-07:00

Is it dark enough?can you see me? do you want me? can you reach me? i've been treated so wrongso long as if i'm becoming untouchable i have a prophecy threatening to spill into words ,this growing certainty of over .Ouch, I have lost myself again,lost myself and i am nowhere to be found..yeah i think i might break ,lost myself again &i feel unsafeMAY i be anchored ,never to be found.

2007-04-29T13:58:00.000-07:00

i can't explain this damn emptiness.the very notion of 'withdrawal symptoms' makes me giggle!cus it 's so damn unbelievable i feel better with that one song playing, it bring forth memories of ryan's lyrical jazz itemdance is spurred on by the very longing in my heart to be less bound.pls, let the music play loud loud:)drown the buzz of thoughts, individual words are hardly audible anyway.

2007-04-28T02:04:00.000-07:00

amazing time at yang's place with 1/2 of cjsyf team tdaywatched two horror flicks,ate pizza for dinner - MEASLY SLICEhoho i ended up eating dinner at hm aftrwards.but.t'was so comfy lah! :]TO DOs.im contemplating chopping my hair off, to bangs & chopped locks.(: someone pls talk me out of it if i don't snap out of it soon enoughi wnna read a good book.score well at tests alongside good

2007-04-26T22:33:00.000-07:00

i swear you dancers take it all away.<3 ;this experience has been etched in 26hearts,and i rly need to thank evryone, for their stubborn refusal to give up on any dancer in the team of 26,evry single dancer who was on stage that day - in ryan's words - breathing the same air. spreading warmth that way ,by filling our lungs with the same cold air.hello post-syf-days,how'll cj dance be like next wk

2007-04-26T18:57:00.000-07:00

lets not let silly disappointment tarnish the shine of gold.remember how we planned for it, we worked for it, we got it.we did itwe decided on a gold as a goal ourselves,'cus honours was too unrealistic a goal for us at where at we were then - too far from our peak.time was running out - the number of full-out runs we could hve before THE REAL THING was dwindling..howevr ,silver would mean

2007-04-23T16:36:00.000-07:00

all i want to do now is tofall back in an empty grassfield,and feel less alone.

2007-04-22T13:53:00.000-07:00

hellobeee loveds!ryan is so.damn.fucking.inspiring.dance ,will you be my life?but i suck:( dance, will you still be my life?COUNTDOWN TO SYF: too damn near already.lalalalaa.a.i seem to be running out of things to blog aboutyknw all i can about think now is syf on wednesday,ryan's awe inspiring solo tdaybio and math test nxt week(which ill most probably flunk due to the energyzapped me)ive been '

2007-04-19T22:38:00.000-07:00

fan kick with straight legstraight arms pls d't break elbows, d't break wrists.keep your balance.last part needs to be so much more precise.to reap,i gtta sow so much more.cjdance i can't believe all this is gnna over within a few dayscrazy crazy practices, halfruns full runs listen to music.imma miss all this when it's gone.we with stupid short skirts will not be perturbed by the thighs beneath

2007-04-16T15:38:00.000-07:00

tht tchr SUCKS BALLS I TELL YOU.omg why did i take HCL in anglican high, and why did i not fail it?get sm sense.why am i even subjected to receivingthese bouts of attitude from you,when im not even your.frickn.student?i've every right to retrieve my bag bcus.im.not.YOUR STUDENT.GEE. remind me to get evry belonging of mine OUT of the class bfor she steps in nxt time.face it.i nailed an a2 for HCL.

2007-04-16T15:37:00.000-07:00

2007-04-13T16:02:00.000-07:00

ughhhhh feeling so weak sucksit's 4plus right now.cj dancers probably dancing their legs off in audi ext!approx 2wks to syf? man oh man,it feels like it's gnna just pass in a flash.i hope i d't dance too badly tmmrs, aftr missing tday's pract :(ryan'd probably show us the costumes tmmr.am i dreading it?yes,unless it has been altered to look less mamasan-ish ,and less hard to dance in.medicine 's

2007-04-12T23:26:00.000-07:00

omg omg omg stomach flu stomach flu stomach flu.my body is falling apart .nooo not during this crucial period.ARRmissing school tomorrow ,it is contagiousshoooot:( dire need to practise more.rest tomorrow.stomach flu,will you pls go away.you make me feel like crap.for saturday pract: 100% FULLRUNS,EVERY.SINGLE.TIME.nothing less.my max{?} isn't even enough.anything less 'd be RLY

2007-04-10T19:08:00.000-07:00

SCHOOL CONFESSIONS[x] Talked back to a teacher. (a 20minutelong brawl btwn me and mrs chan over the confiscation of my.....BLACK bands.:))[x] Been kicked out of class. (for coming in late)[ ] Worn pyjamas to school.[x] Had your tooth fall out at school. (t'was wobbly and i shook it out during p3 science!)[x] Gotten lost in your school.(first few days in cj)[x] Broken the dress code in school.(heh

2007-04-09T23:09:00.000-07:00

i need a break.it's not a deserved one, but fuck i need one anyway.hello you,have you seen my rainbow?it's in dualtone.awwwwwjfkhwdjghfuck.fjewgn.i just feel so ugly inside and outside,unloved,unlovingLAWL....................kns.__okay okay that aside, congrats jon,THIRD!YAY

2007-04-07T23:34:00.000-07:00

omg ,tday's so blogworthy. <3so it started off pretty bad, waking up late, feeling groggy(in other words, my days usually start pretty bad)left hm to get ballet shoes from yamaha(sonata sells shoes thr),wasn't late for 1.45pm meeting in cityhall!heh heh, way to go ,myself!:)we walked to Osch,it's location was a little O.Osm ntuc office building i think.the place was kinda small, but cool.we even

2007-04-02T23:19:00.000-07:00

finally,i'd say yes,the rainbow's out ,take my hand,here's my heart.oh why do you,why do youchoose to sleep where clouds are in the way.

2007-04-02T15:27:00.000-07:00

i think i lost sm tags alr.flooded away;[ yize:hmm wht're you talking about, what cupid?don: MAN stomp the yard was soooo good,you lousy:) i didnt get to watch M&L AAAH.heart ache.jiayi: smaart girl:D i miss yooo a lot too.cmon when the whole sudden influx of work eases a little we shall go on s33 outing!{planned by you! :D }andrea: OMGG haahah you didnt find this myself,did you!:D hows aussie

2007-04-01T02:20:00.000-07:00

suddenly im not emo anymore & suddenly i've snapped out of it!:Osuddenly i feel like superwoman and im the coolest girl on earth,and it feels as though i can fly as high as mynahs and sparrows,and hey - this had better last.SUPERMASSIVE - LALAAH I'M A FOOL FOR YOOOOOU?supermassive homework pile i shall conquer you {or half of you} tomorrow{maybe about a quarter}i oughta turn in now!

2007-04-01T01:37:00.000-07:00

,i shut my eyes.i always did the things i was always doingsometimes it feels like a power has been unleashed,a power which was formerlycaged up in my ribs,and now it has left to roam my insides.i want it caged again,or lose it forever,so i don't feel its slight flutter from time to time.i beg for surcease. _my words can twist the new realities into undecipherable fables,it's unintentional it's

2007-03-30T21:21:00.000-07:00

ryan's right, a whole room filled with girls, why me?perhaps cus i caught his eye that day,that desperation to perform betterwhen i knew i was looking terrible with all the forgotten steps ;instead of giving up and walking out of the rm.the willingness to stop to help others when i d't rly know myself.y'knw, it's incredible how ungrateful i've been.i've never, for a second, felthappy that i was

2007-03-27T01:43:00.000-07:00

shoot, i don't know what's going on anymore.spare a thought for me,i really ..I don't understand this,and I'm incapable of understanding thisI managed two weeks of fire,will you now please speak up and save me?i find myself flipping the pages of time,a month ago love seemed unconditional.{and do you know how impossible unconditional love is?}

2007-03-25T20:27:00.000-07:00

eee cal never reply and im worried.and yongzhi sorry i got into trouble {sort of } with mummy tday so i cant go over to your hse. why am i blogging this! it's not like my hp 's dead..but smtyms it feels like people read blogs more often than their messagessch will suck tmmrs,thr's pe.ANDaaand thr's dance till 10pm.

2007-03-24T01:21:00.000-07:00

like so wtf lah.so kns.wtf.and other badwordslol.i think i.SHUT UP.i think i need to shut up and sleep.and i need you to shut up too.or speak up.either or. okay maybe i need you to go away.sleep, pass out.okay thr's no one in particular im directing these to,but it's okat it ain't weird at all.ARR.

2007-03-22T23:20:00.000-07:00

凯- (NOT FLOYD'S)MEMBERS says:AND ITS NOT CHEESY凯- (NOT FLOYD'S)MEMBERS says:later mice go eat it hur hurBSIDES,WHT'D ISAY IF I HADYOUON THE LINE,SAME OL' STORY.NOTMUCH TOSAY - HEARTS'RE BROKEN EVRYDAY says:hur hurh urh hurh urhurrhurhru凯- (NOT FLOYD'S)MEMBERS says:later u hur until kena asthma(dunno how to spell) attackBSIDES,WHT'D ISAY IF I HADYOUON THE LINE,SAME OL' STORY.NOTMUCH TOSAY -

2007-03-19T19:20:00.000-07:00

in eunos, {near the mrt station}, i saw this ulu ulu hair parlour thingey called, 'Yi Rong Hair Secrets'LOL. rong the xinrong - 're you reading this?? i think it's A Sign!!if you end up jobless one day,do ring me, chances 're i'd be jobless myself.then we can go over and take ovr wht's rightfully ours.with us as lady bosses,Yi Rong Hair Secrets is SOO singapore's next Toni & Guy. :DHA.___.

2007-03-18T21:05:00.000-07:00

brother(to mom): she's in a bad mood.me: he's right.____WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME LAH.omg.

2007-03-18T03:01:00.000-07:00

AAH MOODSWINGS I THINK.now i was feeling so fidgety so i went to bathe.now im all clean and that makes me very very happy.and i think i overdosed on the caffeine so now im still super fidgety.like shifting around the chair, and not being able to control the overwhelming desire to blog, even if it all turned out to be rubbish.the movies i want to watch.*music and lyrics*cyborg*stomp the

2007-03-17T19:47:00.000-07:00

limah's gargantuan Verification Slip.looking at it now still makes me laugh!BTWW:click on pictures to view them whole. see!limah has been cut off in this.:(the Winnie In Squirrel Getup we saw in Kiddy Palace in marinasq! chengwei{i think} said t'was the ugliest winnie evrrrnothing is as wondrous as watching it sleep as you cradle it in your palms. :D:D darren ,preeeetty st nicks student!taken

2007-03-17T02:38:00.000-07:00

to all those who said 'no' : BEAMMM.:Dmel:hahah you said it,s33 is dahlin love.yes i still want to learn dance!cal: HAHAH.when huh.which day. wht time.which driver!silent:your tag made me think.hmm...i wanted to change the tagboard at first!but i decided to leave it alone.:)yz: wht is it?gwuns: fahlalaah lala,la la la la.melly: i thought you were shinobi- mel!and i tagged back at her tagboard she

2007-03-11T01:15:00.000-08:00

AIYA.ah-yeeee-yah.this is getting to me and i d't feel happy recently.me: mrt is better!calsy: bus is better.me: mrt is longer!{that went unheard, she was distracted by sm shop or sthg.}me: mrt is longer!me: ......eh mrt is longer!cals: so? bus got place to sit,mrt damn crowded.me: mrt moves faster!cals: nooo?bus moves faster lah {notice how she had nthg to back her statement with!!}me: mrt is

2007-03-09T20:36:00.000-08:00

i don't feel safe anymore:(suddenly no place seems like the one pre-destined to witness the rest of your days unfurl.cruel hands have demolished Memory Lane,mere rubble used to be much more. in hisses ,the contained memories hve made their escape,would you think you'll find one now in this bleak horizon - with this little light in your eyes? travel now, tread light. don't expect anyone,because no

2007-03-09T19:35:00.000-08:00

is it just me,or have things gotten much ,much more complicated?i d'tknw. well my class could've been fantastic,causing me to wnna stay on in cj {'stead of appealing to tpjc}but they weren't ,so..cjc 0 : tpjc 1in the aftrnn at about 3 plus, we had our CCA trials. the auditions 're only held aftr sch RE-opens,so yeah the dance trials were just for experience.so.. i went ovr to Fblock for dance of

2007-03-08T23:54:00.000-08:00

cjc ig 07.didn't bond much with em ,which is kinda a pity cus tmmrs we'll be separated into classes alr.btw deciding factor {tpjc/cjc ?} will be my class. .__.ZZOMG hve you heard.WEEHO,JINGHUI,MEL AND YZ got into the schs they want successfully <3s!congrats !

2007-03-08T14:14:00.000-08:00

ILL ONLY REACH HM AT UHM TEN PLUS TONIGHT?argh lah you o2 day 2!BTW.YONGZHIIII (who probably introed herself as aurelia.heh actually she IS both lah. but call her yz anww!) got into s33 (the class which is, without a doubt,absolutely roxors) .girlf yongzhi is roxors too!i hope she gets in her muchloved rjc though.the silly girl is a rafflesian from head to toe to heart.ARRR i hate how we dont get

2007-03-07T23:09:00.000-08:00

kay my life can be screwed in ways more than many but.BUT. im so damn grateful{!?!?!?!????!!} for those who stand by me truly care and attempt to make things look better etcetc.thanks so much.if it weren't for yall ,it'll be a no-go for sure.I CAN HUG Y'ALL FOREVRRlet tomorrow be okay..please.

2007-03-07T00:13:00.000-08:00

s33 is so dammit special; sm new class/new school can grow on me and brainwash me [hahah] into loving them but i'll never forget s33!. it was the very first time i felt so proud to be from a class.. s33 is so fetch??3 3 boys you run like wowww!3 3 girls you run like woaaah.okay i really love s33 with all my heartand it feel like i'll get to see y'all in school tmmrs..not true.not to worry, it's

2007-03-06T10:18:00.001-08:00

DADAAAADAH.last night was an example of a bout of emo-ness.sadness does not = emoness.i didn't get into sajc.cut off point went from 9 - 8the chance of a successful appeal is so slim i can barely see it.__.well i can always appeal to mjc.but if i wanted to get into mjc,i'd 've chosen it as first choice for JAE,and get in successfullybut i didn't.mayb i shd just try for what i want.im not too sure

2007-03-06T10:18:00.000-08:00

2007-03-06T01:18:00.000-08:00

HI,MYSELF.kindly go off/siam to smwhr whr i don't see you.i pity the students of whichevr sch you get posted to.please let hannibal lecter get you and bite your cheeks off.:) KNS.i can't sleep .was on a stupid *^&%$#&$* HIGH i knew this 'd happen,i can't sleep maybe i dont want to,not like this with pillows and blankets in a bed .on a field maybe.under a bridge?streams wind their curved spines

2007-03-06T00:45:00.000-08:00

shall we go down the s33 contact list tgthr? :] {disclaimer:even i don't know what this is for.}aaron - aaron is so fetch! hahaah y'knw aaron was my classmate in 3.8 4.8, &we were a weird bunch. HARRY POTTER! - shan't elaborate on that.. caring & nice guy! aaand so damn hilarious okay. the balancing force in lit class. ;) watching him laugh in swensons - for a DAANG,a whole minute!?? - was

2007-03-04T22:52:00.000-08:00

{pours unwanted soupy onions onto tray} brother:eh. how can you do that.youll kill the laoahma who washes the tray you know.me:huh. but they'll wash every tray in the end !brother: yah but old people'll break their backs when they wash the trays.me:{tunes out} {scoops another spoonful of soupy onions and dumps onto tray}brother:ORHHHHH YOU JUST KILLED ANOTHER LAOAHMA.me: O.Omom:yiting! jing tian

2007-03-03T22:59:00.000-08:00

CONFESSIONS?

2007-03-03T12:39:00.000-08:00

there's this SUDDEN GARGANTUANsurge of dissatisfaction with myself,within myself.__btw,that aside, i love you girlfs as much,still. i see y'all so little that i find it quite difficult;picturing all of us heading out tgthr ,it must've been FOREVR.{that's damn bad} whtevrrr it is, it must happen.looks like the only day possible is next saturday <3yongzhi cal gwyn do tryta free up nxt sat!.aaand

2007-03-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHT TO BLOG.but i'm here anyway.can't believe i typed the above,do hate this entry along with me!biotest - 4marks question blank!shooot i knew the answer to it! :(mathtest- 2/15 HAHAHAH it IS a direct reflection of my jc math knowledge{or lack of}i am going to bed!SEEEEYOU.TOODUMS.i don't sound quite right now huh.__.i'll miss vj until my foot falls off when it's time to leave!I MUST

2007-02-28T20:04:00.000-08:00

it rained a lot tday.on my way back i saw a boy{older than me i think,about 18/19}, & he was sending his little sister {primary school} home! in the rain!.SUUCH a sweet scene, i could barely take my eyes off 'em when we were crossing the road.where was MY older brother when i was in primary school? hmm hahah i can't seem to recall now if i yearned for a older brother/protector when i was younger.

2007-02-27T04:45:00.000-08:00

oh god it feels like forever,no one ever tells you forever looks like home,sitting all alone inside your head. }}SCHOOL TDAY.all i can remember is gelare.HAH which isn't part of schooool. but anyhooo, we went aftr school .i thought i was hungry enough to finish up Freshly Baked Waffle {Large} !actually i was,hahah. aand i did finish it,though t'was agony, swallowing the last few mouthfuls ;[

2007-02-26T07:24:00.001-08:00

female teacher: given the resources technology provides, it wouldnt be too much i think to expect you students to find the e-version & read it online!mr harris: GOOD GOD!female teacher: seriously! i am appalled actually! at the number of people who haven't read the book yet!mr harris: sit down,woman!female teacher: {slightly flustered with a tinge of indignance} it really isn't too much for you

2007-02-25T07:56:00.001-08:00

ugleeeeh half-white layoutyz pls save me. .__.i hate to feel so hurt, result, a hard hard heart.at times it's not like this.simply put:the world looks prettier behind tears,you look prettier when you feel.bright bright eyes. no giving in unless .. now,is that far away from now?

2007-02-23T08:34:00.001-08:00

&if you will,i will,try to let it go.} holaa. as expected,the last day of the week passed quickly. {math lecture wasn't a torture,only bcus i played bingo with aaron on the steps throughout.we weren't even sitting on chairs heh heh i won both games!!i welcome competitors. :D } we had SEVUNNN breaks bfor p.e! we nearly counted the seconds just to pass time.but we ended up crashing musicfest audts

2007-02-22T08:06:00.001-08:00

there's school tomorrow -math lecture.P.E tmmrs.oh won't you try looking forward to them.ARGH WTFFFF CRAP.ARGH.ARGH 'll hve to leave ANYWAY.EFFED.UP.OLVLS.i dread..dreading things.i d't want to leavebut i don't want to not want to leave.ive been out walkingi don't do too much talkingthese days, these days.these days I seem to think a lotabout the things that I forgot to doand all the times I had

2007-02-17T01:43:00.000-08:00

audrey saboed darren AAAWW. eirene! limaah lim eireneeYAY ugly exprresions!swan yee!. 1/2eirene & 1/2 yiting cny! dance + seniors ;] HAHA.lawll yay ugly expressions!

2007-02-15T06:08:00.001-08:00

did we really spend 2whole weeks on our cny routine?dancing is so blessed my antidote saves me from a buzz of thoughtswe're performing tmmr!exciting& i hvnt nailed all steps yet.i fumble at at least 4diff movements LOL yknw that's quite a lot..__. okay since when did i fuss so much hmmmy first and only performance in vjc.aaww thr IS a need to feel nostalgic lah.aftr this,dance practices are not

2007-02-11T02:04:00.000-08:00

14points is not alright.i shouldn't be not-alright,just because i got a not-alright score.i'm less weepy tday..though it hurts,still.buti feel so loved,thank you my girlfs for being thr when i couldn't stem the tearsmy parents,and my relatives/family for being so forgiving and understandingharris for saying cheers!dennis for the 'inspirational' talks on msn!so.touuuching.<3 cheekeen & daniel for

2007-02-10T02:48:00.000-08:00

okay i was rereading what i posted and i disliked what i saw;an entry with so much restraintyes,i am currently feeling utter despondencymy results suck,the suckiness of it is very real to me.watching my l1r5 fall a heartwrenching height of 5points is killing me.here's honesty - i hate it.due to it i think i suck,and that i am intellectually incompetent,and that i disappoint every one who matters

2007-02-10T02:01:00.000-08:00

where had all the strength gonehere,have my heart y'all i really am grateful to all who offeredwords of comfort,and care. sincere congratulations too to those who did well.:)though i didn't answer all calls didn't reply all msges due to bursts of miseryi do feel this certainwarmth thanks to sweet people .aw..thanks.it really hurts like crap.hurts beyond my pain limityiting,i really fail to

2007-02-09T00:15:00.000-08:00

when i was bathing i had so many thoughts,so many things i wanted to say{but afraid i mightn't,due to time contraints} before i know my olvl scoreit has happened._. my class o7s33 they're so frickn cute i might justadore them so much, i'll feel really sad if i score 14 or sm other shit score.it has been like what,about a mere month?& a whirlwind of thingshad happened,almost like we wanted to make

2007-02-05T05:39:00.001-08:00

am i not pretty enough is really a lovely listen yongzhi<3..results are coming out on friday.like jinghui,i refuse to aaaah!?! {scream} about it.it's a dreadful feeling though,and i'm weighed down mighty by it.echoes of old voices do they reach you now?are they trying?when you were my world , the stars flickered violently. no?the lights in my heart went out more than oncehere,have the shards i