!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Friday, July 30, 2004, 8:54 PM

a gift from me to you, my heart.
aint sure 'when did the damage start?'
the world simply fell apart

in seconds.

no stopping to the tears that fall
denying the things i'av seen was what i saw
i know what you'av given

wasnt your all.

do u know how to feel?
the need to hit the crap out of you
to watch blood spill.

tears spill.
things and her cheap thrills

if only i wasnt so deeply in
if only i didnt act so keen
if only things werent what they seem

to be.

your love it brings me to an unbelievably high
i threw caution back at the wind
you werent supposed to make me cry
standing up tall with a tilted chin
so i'd betta dry those,
spilling from my eyes.

my will faltered
you stood there undaunted.

subjected to such a fate...
thus im loving angels instead.

haarh. i asked a few ppl for approval ppl postin dis up. it came as a surprise, actually.
:)

hey there.
if only i could tell you that,..
those stuff werent real.
and it's only a poem.

sigh. i cant.

(today was terrible. my rankin for 2.4km run was worse than last year's, but surprisingly, i din feel as tired as i ran this time. kept constant speed, like wat cally told me to, and i din stop at all. just that the speed of that constant speed wasnt fast enough. last yr, i ran fast, but tired myself out so blarday easily, kept stoppin, running, stopping... i think i din give my all dis time, i wasnt that tired. hehhs.

dance, was SUPER HORRIBLY TERRIBLY BLARDAIRLY TIRING. we learnt sooooooooo many new steps, and the rehearsal's tomorsh. today was acty for polishin of our moves, to improve on them. secarly soooooooooooooooo many dance steps taught sooooooooooooooooooooo blardie fast.......
though a few can catch everything that was taught, THAT few's moves were unpolished, and it looks like amputated limbs flaying here &there. seriouuuussssss.

wonder how will i die for tomosh's full dress rehearsal. wells. frankly speakin, soooo much was taught in such a shorttt time... though we r not THAT presentable to the public, but heyy. we learnt this WHOLE dance in only 3-4 DAYYS. WE ONLY HAD 3-4 DAYS due to SOME teacher's LATE NOTICE that she's registered us for NDp. ARGH. i know how much we all tried, and almost died, &how we pia-ed thruout the practices, how we practised practised practised and practised somemore, and... i really like this dance. if only i can catch the behind part fast enough.

so so tired. think im gna try recap some steps a lil bit. taa~

*twirls and whirls out of blogaaar.