OKAY HI,YOU,DRINK THIS ALL IN.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
THE WRITTEN WORD
Thursday, March 30, 2006, 11:05 PM
learning to love yourself is difficult.
(maybe this is why THIS
feels like an attempt tried too hard)
Monday, March 27, 2006, 10:38 PM
MAYBE.
just maybe,i can see us going somewhr
tonight i can,& tonight i dtwant to think
about anythng else
but.
i can';t keep up with this rapid
exchange of empty guns
&
bleeding whit
e
.
Sunday, March 26, 2006, 9:27 PM
as eggyolked froths come a-rushing & attempt to
bring you with them - stand strong
,&hold fast to
those who wish you'd hold on
(eastcoastpark 250306.
mininum colour editing done using photoshop))
i heart this shot
.but photography has been
sabotaging my STUDY-CHEM-PLAN.
, 2:16 PM
YOUKNOWYOUKNOWYOUKNOW
(you dontyou dt you dont)
the world is at its best at night(maybe
im at my worst)whr it's dark
and nobody sees me i am glad when you cant really see me
imma spend sunday(a.k.a. tomorrow)
studying chemistry.
.........................uhh WHAT............!?
:D yes.
knwing nuts about energy changes,
chances are,i'll still
flop when it comes to scoring a good
grade but i must pass chem.must pass chem!
a decent pass at least plsssssss
not gna sit thr saying
well................................i didnt really study actually
selfconfidence is built
steadily,steathily
my second goal in life -
to be comfortable with myself
,not smile like someone's pointing
a damned gun at me in pictures
,AND do some mindblowing
photography
GIRLFFFS we'll find a day
when we'll not be tied down by tests
help me out okayokay"P ive sthg in mind
it is time for expression
,children
we.are.SPECIALweirdSPECIAL.
hehs
Wednesday, March 22, 2006, 9:32 PM
ballrooming dancing with
threads fraying
at their ends.
tears are elaborately threaded
to unravel at the sound of your name
this.this is the one last dance(our first)
we've
finally
stopped waiting for
Tuesday, March 21, 2006, 11:41 PM
I'm your book of the month, read the fine print later.
You know there's no need to hide away
You know I tell the truth
We are just the same
I can feel everything you do
Hear everything you say
Even when you're miles away
cus I am me, the universe and you
Sunday, March 19, 2006, 10:55 PM
march holidays - a complete disaster
it went exactly how i didnt want it to
go.this laidback attitude has gotta go,ma'm
tomorrow's socialstudies test is gna be a
flop.so is tues' bio test.
the bio txtbk is all cosy in the lockr.
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
i can't seem to focus anymore
,my world's a whirl and it's
driving me off the brink of sanity soon enough
as long as your hearts are drawn by you
Sunday, March 12, 2006, 1:28 AM
cry wolf was.....lamaa.hah not
as thrilling as i imagined it to be
the whole plot unfurled too quickly
towards the end,too much explaining done
the kind of flicks whr you go all, '.......riight she must be the
mastermind!wait a little,
it's the guy,of cus it's him just take a look at
how sinister he looks.!UHHM
.the murderer turned out
to be her
...soo.I WAS RIGHT!.'
______________________
the day was fine.highlight of the day was
when i was trying on tees
it's wht i term as
amusement,hitting people in the face frm behind curtains;]
(whoooooops was it..not supposed to b
the highlight) hah!whtevrrrr i heart wearing
new clothes but i RARELY buy
clothes alrighteyy.i was all smiles when
i left the shop.stuuuuuupid fetish.basically
the day involved lotsa walking about,
which turned out to be alright
ZEROPOINTFIVE.becomes...zeropointsix?
heh whtevvvs!
______________
CALSSSS.im so broke!i still can afford....it though
BUTTTT aftrwards,i can just
proclaim my bankruptcy in the streets
&strum the guitar for some loose change
OR STHHHHG.
whts on the menu?
AIRRRR.
lolss ive brought it upon myself.stuupid
shirt though i still like it so much<33
___________________________
"so he can see wht he had missed out on"
i hvnt looked at it tht way
cus,nvr dared to expect so much.
maybe too much.
wht did he miss out on,really?
just..tampines bitch.HAH keeeedeeeeng.
well it has alwys felt
like it's..my loss.he doesn't give a heck
............i knw you do though,
&im glad you do doll
______________________________________
(ohhwhy don't you hide,why
don't you shy
away from a boy who might
be able to take these all,away)
_________
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?
A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
Thursday, March 09, 2006, 8:29 PM
C.
I.
P.
is funnnnnn yeahhs.
'helluu we're students from anglican high
do you hve any old newspapers that youre gna
throw out anyway?' in tht voice filled with cheer
assif im high on sthg
hahah anwys
then went a-tm-ing aftrwards.
basically tm was siaan rahrr hve been going thr too many times.
im so waiting for the holidays
to start.for once i am looking forward to the
holss.......but it's known tht im tired tired tired of school
i want to start on the dancechoreography
asap my girls:i can see us being so good on stage hahah
BUT we're just so daarned inefficient.zl
has been trying to initiate the whole planning
thing hahah poor sweets,she's almost frantic
cus we alwys seem to be free on different days etcetcc.
UGHHHHHH.call off the whole thing,NOOO YOU CANT.
cant call it off.....plss DONT...shoot yi ting.
i want to head out and laugh my head off ovr silly
things like how we used to,'steadd of dragging
my feet about,being all mopey about.life hah
it's so hard to be all smiles nowadays....sthg's
weighing down on me &i dtknw whssit.
probably it'll clear up a little soon,my life is
on the rocks.
sorry if this seems a tad too..rushed cus my brothr wantsta
hog the com!
You're hiding away
Like you're just too scared to try
Don't wanna hear a heart break
But you're slowly breaking mine('you's and 'me's exchanged)
Wednesday, March 08, 2006, 8:48 PM
lols calsyyy just now in kembangan
cafe i felt like the WORST FRIEND EVR
kaays bfor you say im stupid to hve felt tht(&bfor
i agree with you),i must say tht it was
an AHHHDUH MOMENT.
rahhr cus it's obvious you were feeling
LIKE DEATH but yet me,being selfcentred, ended
up recalling stuff of MY OWN 'steadd of giving
you the deserved attention
yahh then the whole
'call' thing LOLS was stupid but it just made me
go all 'goshh wht did i do
is she like pissed why wont she tell me!' in my head
(see.so SELFCENTRED;so DOLL dtkeep saying i care for othrs
'steadd of myself)
hahah .dtknw why i thought tht way!
,instead of just being
less KAYPOHHH &accepting tht you simply dtfeel like sayin
cus it really was lyk....nthg
butbutBUTTT tis really impt to REALLY knw
for sure tht youre okay cus it bothers me seeing mahh girlf
all sad &........yeahh..all.
man i.............sure suck as a friend.RAHR.
.......hah it most certainly seemed more complicated
just now.kaays ive gotten it off my chest now
SO.will evryone
be more happy.!
(directs words to self)
............(deafened ears hear no words)
It's so peculiar
We'll wait and see
a few days more
There may be something there that wasn't there before
There might be something there that wasn't there before
There may be something there that wasn't there before
HEART.S
(
zeropointfive and i really am sorry yes.
ughh still
feels like im falling..wayway below expectations
I DONTWANTTODISAPPOINT yet it is the one thing im truly good at.)
Sunday, March 05, 2006, 10:47 PM
!05032006
tale as old as time
Saturday, March 04, 2006, 11:32 PM
- { WHY can't i save you) .OHH.NOTHINGIS SOUND. says:
hahah poems?i nvr meant em as poems..
- { WHY can't i save you) .OHH.NOTHINGIS SOUND. says:
just.words.hah
- [ [ hamst@r ] ] - "to cry for her is easy, to be there when she cries is tough, to make her cry for u..."- says:
lols
- [ [ hamst@r ] ] - "to cry for her is easy, to be there when she cries is tough, to make her cry for u..."- says:
wonder how much u'ld score 4 compos if u wrote in dat manner
- [ [ hamst@r ] ] - "to cry for her is easy, to be there when she cries is tough, to make her cry for u..."- says:
if dat was ur words
suddenly a terrifying thought
occurs..alright look,as anyone of you here
ever questioned if my 'poems' are truly typed by me?
do tag.
......................hahah dont roll your eyes(yes this is lame)
answer me!
, 8:53 PM
i am here to be heard,to be heard,
hurt to hurt
these unfilled blanks
and white love sit
in the shallow depth where your cheeks
hollow - beneath these sheets lies betrayal
under my skin are protruding
veins:bloated with tears..
as disembodied voices clutter the sidewalks
chanting in unison;
when you actually make
these words come to a halt,
one thing i hope for is hope
Wednesday, March 01, 2006, 3:48 PM
tday's soccer was funfunfunfunfun
hahah.uhhms our 'team' lost though but NVRMIND
still funfunfun.
the day took a turn for the worse soon aftrwards though.
thrs no reason why i shd feel so stupid &useless
about it though uhhms it's supposed to be
GOOD NEWS RIGHT but it just..doesnt feel.....RIGHT.
but yah now im ovr at cal's hse LOLS uhhms
she's gna help me with zuowen.seriously dtknw wht to
write for it &pengys gna phone mom soon.
Something There That Wasnt There Before
There's somesthing sweet and almost kind
He was mean and he was coarse and unrefined
And now he's dear and so unsure
I wonder why I didn't see it there before
She glanced this way I thought I saw
And when we touched she didn't shudder at my paw
No it cant be I'll just ignore.
But then she's never looked at me that way beforeNew and a bit alarming
Who'd have ever thought that this could be
True that he's no Prince Charming
But there's something in him that I simply didn't see
Well who'd have thought
Well bless my soul
Well who'd have known
Well who indeed
And who'd have guess they'd come together on their own
It's so peculiar
We'll wait and see
a few days more
There may be something there that wasn't there before
There might be something there that wasn't there before
There may be something there that wasn't there before