OKAY HI,YOU,DRINK THIS ALL IN.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
THE WRITTEN WORD
Sunday, April 30, 2006, 6:14 PM
twirling cotton candy wools
around your pinkish-tinged roots
{)how i was shedding tears
two years ago thinking 'OH how i would love you forever and evrr'
everever ever but now !i stand here with a
peace }
of mind
very unlike the girl who lost it all
no matter wht,puppy love dies
when you meet this other
haawt babe of a poodle so please dont
say love lasts forever because
i want to remain unconvinced. because
iiiii.iiii.
angelturnedangel angel turned angel.angel turned angel
angelturned angel
angelturnedangel angelturned danger.
Friday, April 28, 2006, 11:08 PM
ive heard it all
before ive heard it all before
ive heard it all before
i dont wanna hear i dont wnna know
please dont say youre
sorry
ive heard it all before
& i can take care of myself
i dtwnna hear i dtwnna know
please dont say forgive me
ive seen it all before
& i cant take it anymore
save your words because youve gone too far
listen to your lies and all your stories
listen to your stories
youre not half the man you'd like to be
dtexplain yourself 'cus talk is cheap
thr's more important things
than hearing you speak
you stayed because I made it so convenient
dt explain yourself, you'll never see
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
I've heard it all before
sorry by madonna has such a catchy tune.
hello you{it's suddenly too evident to me,
you dont deserve this,really
i dont deserve this too,really
sms aftr sms,does wonders
,maybe tonight i'm letting you go for real
we don't deserve each other,not at all
you
deserve your perfect girl.i deserve
a boy who would care to not hurt me on purpose;
i deserve a boy who......plainly loves me.
who'd care not about protecting himself.
& i need to learn how to love plainly too..instead
of trying to protect myself..we are similar in
too many ways.
though it's over,it takes time..(for me,that is:D)
sorry,but i'd rather take my time cus im sick of shutting my heart up
hehss...........uhh.
quit aching ,heart!.
i won't give my heart away easy,this i assure you
i will TRY not to fall apart ridiculously again,this i promise myself.
maybe,other special someones would appreciate us
more,then again usually thoughts like such;mere wishful thinking.
don't hurt the girl,deliberately or not
thank you for wht we had,
and i'll nvr forget
}no more.
Thursday, April 27, 2006, 7:30 PM
aah the midyears are SO.here.
bring it onnnnn baaaaaybee.im gnna go
through each &evry
exam one by one.
im strrrrong and im........unprepared.!
LOLSS it's so strange to feel so heck.i think
the panic will set in soon.(will you please hurry
so i can start mugging duperly hard.
or just..start mugging.)
Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please
tell me you'll be strong
Sunday, April 23, 2006, 10:29 PM
you get the whole 'midyears are coming aaaaah
i hvnt started preparing yet!' treatment
evrywhr you go,don'tyaa
midyears are coming aaaaah
i hvnt started preparing yet!
yiting 0 : blogviewers 1
no point whining about wasted time
ive really gnna start tonight
im gnna im gnaa start
yt you can do it!
numbered according to the neeeeed for improvement -
1.bio 2.chemistry 3.amath 4.geog 5.emath
yknwww the rest,i dont really care about you
one more week hombres,thts all we've left
to the midyrs!;we lug
our weary selves to
this entire week is for mugging,lady,
no 'but's.
goofy glasses on!
8].here we goo
(i'll see you people two-three weeks from now
excuse me as i retreat to my mug-space.)
((i lost my wallet.i love tht wallet.
i actually had quite a sum inside.
dental appt cards and all.my braces shall be on
FOREVRRR
Tuesday, April 18, 2006, 10:51 PM
but you may wish to unclench these fingers?
would you like to;
plunge alongside the fallen?
A darkened window seat with no view
Look out and see your reflection
A darkened window seat with no view
Reach out to touch your reflection(flight)
Wednesday, April 12, 2006, 8:17 PM
.&the stars litter our sidewalk
}
for once,they stare up
at the sky just like how we did the night before.
(i love to write about things youve
absolutely no interest in.:D)
Sunday, April 09, 2006, 5:40 PM
i refuse
.(to be picked up to be thrown away
treasured to be pushed aside
)hold on to foam in the form of sirens..
to be carried,held tenderly to be dismantled
piece by piece - to be relished
cherish,girls and boys scream at the sea as it swallows your sadness
}with
one.empowering.
wave
hello all;
(1.)click on
picture to view it big. not yet.
(.2)on the bigger picture,rest your cursor for a few seconds until you see this square appear.
(.3.)click on the square,
there it is,the actual size.
youve gone through much trouble because
it was automatically
resized to fit your window the first time.
, 3:20 AM
.i will
leave you broken.as pieces of you mingle
with the pieces of me.i will cry,
do hurry,say all the sad things for
tears to come easily.
it rhymes,though twasn't on purpose.
i'm finally writing
something non-abstract.
plain as day..commanding,too.
finally i see semblance of structure
to my emotions,i fall in too quick,&
fall out too fast.
finally the inevitable hurt will come.
maybe i'm sleepblogging.pray tell,
am i?
Tuesday, April 04, 2006, 11:08 PM
a bout of hiccups.
tday hasnt been a good day for me
i am so tired.it is evident.
goodnight world,sky.
the stars,they hang off your lashes
thanks for the
kind words said about
the picture:hearts yall:
(no)3,4,5.
hah.........
this month has been loong and short.aprilfour.
one.day!>D
Saturday, April 01, 2006, 7:06 PM
jest not,all this simpering & the way
you draw
breaths is like youre unworthy of air -
(when i am.)(the one)
souls are gritty with sand fromplaygrounds we
used to
play in.twelve years
ago no more
break those years,into
made-up memories
.(might as well make myself up' as we go a-long)_
put
strands brimming with innocence
on the rewind,
with my arms pinned down
,as the majestic ferris wheel spins
anti-clockwise.
as the tears beat powers of gravity.
maybe i dontfancy being protected that much
(maybe thats why i'm with people who cant)
hello april.
a jovial welcome,even if i were tired
of bidding months goodbye)
(photograph.taken in eastcoast park.
colours adjustments made.what feeling)
click on the sea the view it BIG.
, 4:35 PM
((rant)your sons are online-ers so
.I HOPE.YOU.FIND THIS.
two-faced hypocrites.ive just
lost whatevr respect
i could possibly hve for both.of. you.
wht you said about
my brother behind our backs,it's all out now yeahhs.
it does
matter to us wht you say about him
they are all impressions YOUUUve of him
i hve no idea why theyre so warped,
but that doesnt give you the right to
try influence my mother to feel the same way.
shes so bloody confused,yet stubborn in her belief
that her son isnt the HORRID person you speak of.
.we know him better than you do.
'ni bu hui ming bai de la,ni gen ben jiu shi tai
bu liao jie ta.
ta hen huai,
zheng tian shuo huang,xing li xiang de shi
da jia dou bu zhi dao.
bu yao deng dao shi qu er zi le cai
hou hui.dao shi hou,bu yao shuo wo men mei you ti xing'.
.wthhh..........!?
just fuck out of our lives,like you were
EVRR INVOLVED.
(okay i think i just removed about twenty 'f- - -'s
so ,FYI i did try.)
he's a simple-minded boy how can you middleaged aunties
be so.........................................................
.if i hear from
my mom once more about you guys gossiping i swear
im going to phone up for a conversation.
aint gna play nice.i bet you wont get like half of wht
ive gotta say anyways.
MY APOLOGIES tht i suck when it comes to
bitching in dialect.:D
yes he does brag.just like how most kids do when
they say untruthful things about themselves on impulse,
exaggerating in order to prove themselves.
simply because they do not want to be looked down upon
NOT that i approve of such behavior,but hve
you been listening to how you sound lately?
like he's gna rob a fucking bank tomorrow &end up
in the Most Wanted posters.
not cool,yo.