OKAY HI,YOU,DRINK THIS ALL IN.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
THE WRITTEN WORD
Tuesday, October 31, 2006, 7:13 PM
step up -MUST WATCH.please hit the cinemas for this.[after o's]
im kinda thrilled.movie revolving around dance
will be amazing
Monday, October 23, 2006, 12:40 AM
hahahahahahahahahahahah ungodly hours online.
when the right thing to do is to keep a distance of kilometres away from any working
computer,because stowing information in memory banks is the rightthingtodo.
at least for two-three weeks STRAIGHT.
better start studying lah evryone,lets all get decent scores
{NOTE:'decent' is subjective}& get into the jcs/polys of our hearts' desire;]
for those who do not desire any particular jc/poly,
{namely me,three months ago..}study hard ANYWAYS so you can be spoilt for choice
after getting them results back.
okay okay whee SCHOOL TOMORROW,i'm out.
Sunday, October 22, 2006, 10:27 PM
fwuahs.once again,another day wasted on wasting time.
gnna turn in early;HITTING SCHOOL TMMRS YO.
..stupid prom money ._.
the big O's gnna be ovr before you know it,like evrything else
you dread/look forward to.
i'd think the latter is insaane.
OH YAH.i had fun during our half-class outing!
kinda insane cus i was
the.only.girl.and i knew that only when i was inches from reaching the dinner place
thanks loads pangsehhers of 4b =[
hahah naaah,some of them had stuff on or sthg,so they couldnt make it.
but it wasn't as awkward as expected though,just eating
and some talking
but unlike a class outing,i didn't speak a sentence to some.
hms..
_
Here we go, never gonna see me broken
Here we go, they're never gonna see me broken
So tell me who do you think you're defeating?
.still read blog.study lah.
Thursday, October 19, 2006, 4:43 PM
wanted to blog but didnt really know
what to say.
.
.just wanted to holler for you to know im a-laaaaaaai-ve
not supposed to be!cus o's are coming
&may we all be resurrected after the.BULL papers.
I wish
Wishing for you to find your way
And I'll hold on for all you need
That's all we need to say
I'll take my chances while
You take your time with
This game you play
But I can't control your soul
You leaving or you gonna stay
There's nothing we can do about
The things we have to do without
The only way to feel again
Is let love in
There's nothing we can do about
The things we have to live without
The only way to see again
Is let love in
....leaving.
HALLOOOOHWEENS COMINGGG[so are the Os.]
trust the O's to spoil things!
yeah trick or treating VS flipping the pages.
flipping the pages lah of course!
okayokay gtg now,times slipping away
like a crazed little lamb.:D
Sunday, October 15, 2006, 1:26 AM
i can see in your eyes,youre ready to break..dont look away.
i mean,he can,and he lives in the computer.
he has no eyes,
he cannot see me,while every other person does.he can,yet
..............whtevr.i can almost swear that evryone is selfish.hate it.
i am too,self-protection comes first. i can ignore a person
i want to talk to just so i can't talk to the person.makes no sense,even to me.
selfprotection,can't say im good at it,
but i try.maybe the reasons differ with evry different person,
but everyone is so frickn selfish it's so unbearable.
Thursday, October 12, 2006, 2:24 PM
hgethhthjryjttrj for calanthea;well she could relate to it and liked it but i really should
stop wanting to read
wanting to write.olvls are approaching so stop wanting to head out,thoughtless.when and as you feel like it,you go on a rampage and steal the breath right from
my lungs.i can hardly feel anymore,but these nerve endings are fraying,
sparking glitter trails,they bring me right to your doorstep.however, with my fingertips grazing the
patterned wood of your door,
i am allowed to inhale this heady scent of dark wood, never to knock.
the eyes lovingly unfathomable ,those are deep waters.
tresses straggly with salt.sinking with an elation so great when i lost my left oar.
there is no way to tell fish from seaweed with this salt in my eyes
.turbulence and currents,we'll be spending forever together
but one day i imagine you at my door,with a smile stretching your lips.'hello.' ,almost
like you've never gone, your voice,raspy from sleep,ceases the throbbing of thoughts in my temple.
i hate you,there.these three words, like a childish banter,as quick as rifle shots.
there,i said it. there are so many more words left unheard,
take for instance,how
i can tell you how i love you more than i hate you,but you were never here anyway
,you only had time for syllables.
the murmuring in my wrist stops,time stops,everyone who left has returned by now!
.your stride brisk and powerful the only thing i know for sure:your stride never breaks.
who wouldve guessed?my eyes still sweep through the crowd for you these days for a familiar flash of yearning.
did you expect something prettier?something fancier,not this sour tang of blame and
distrust?
for angels on Earth is a mistake.you must have taken the wrong
route,missed a turn elsewhere
.our paths should have never crossed.
Sunday, October 08, 2006, 2:31 AM
enough is enough,ive had enough with
all this screwing with my own mind.
it is a must,and i will put every thing on hold if that's wht it takes,
until until
until..i don't know when,actually.until they change forms,into something which can be dealt with.
_
feels like i'm starting all over again
goodbye to you,goodbye to everything that i knew
you were the one i loved,the one thing i tried to hold on to..
i still get lost in your eyes
it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
i want what's yours,and i want what's mine
i want you,but i'm not giving in this time
_
it's true.so sad,really.i gave up on so many things these fifteen plus years,
i allowed things to slip away
but this one thing..........i don't believe this.
i've fallen flat on my face,for trying simply aint enough.
officially put on hold,this.forcefully.
i wonder if i can be as strong as how i sound now,i hope i can
cus.cus there's no other way out of this
quote;"
Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as well dance."
and dance dance i will,
Friday, October 06, 2006, 1:29 PM
started today,{okay maybe,sec one}
far from completion and i feel sort of discouraged.i'm stopping for a while,
but i'm definitely going to complete it soon.some other day,
but some day soon.
i was looking through the folders in my computer to find three pretty pictures
then went blogsurfing..well....imagine the dismay.
i started the entry,wanting to update stupidly like,'okay if that's the case
i'd better start teaching myself to care less as well..and if it's just a job,then there is
no point in staying on in sthg as empty as a job,
a job,
a job,a mere responsibility.'
something along the lines
really,what is the use?
if it matters only as much as a job,something which can be left behind,
{oh yeah,it's just a matter of choice,but then
it's sthg which you can easily do without}
somehow,it feels like a great favour has been done on your part.
and it's not supposed to feel like that,
right?
but,apparently i can't not care,and im too selfish to ask her to leave,
{even if it might be better for her}
when i really do want her to stay.