OKAY HI,YOU,DRINK THIS ALL IN.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
THE WRITTEN WORD
Friday, March 30, 2007, 9:21 PM
ryan's right, a whole room filled with girls, why me?
perhaps cus i caught his eye that day,that desperation to perform better
when i knew i was looking terrible with all the forgotten steps ;instead of giving up and walking out of the rm.
the willingness to stop to help others when i d't rly know myself.
y'knw, it's incredible how ungrateful i've been.i've never, for a second, felt
happy that i was picked for cjcsyf .........until tday .
NO ,it's not that getting picked wasn't surprising, it WAS, i 've nvr dreamt for such a thing to happen.
it's just that.. it never seemed to be sthg privileged.
i just hvnt been counting my lucky stars.
i was whining too much about hvg to leave vj, hvg dance practs till late, hvg a pile of hwk untouched,about being not as good at contemp as the rest.
blahblah, i just hvnt been counting my lucky stars.
not now. leaving vj sucks bigtime,
but i am a lucky girl, and im happy to be chosen for syf, along w the rest!
to show ryan he made the right choice, i've rly got so much to improve on.
less than half a mth left! :) go girls! (and a coupla guys. )
cjc dancers 're ....man you girls are lovely and y'all d't ostracize me or anythng just cus im 2nd intaker.
:)
__
okay now all that's out of my system!
i hvnt been spending time tgthr w my much much loved girlfs.
not just 'not enough', but hardly any time at all..
no joke when i say i ve been hvg dance till late almost evryday, im so sorry. i know hvnt been trying hard enough
to meet up w yall and stuufs.....i think about y'all a lot, about wht y'all 're up to,
and if y'all 're as spent as me by school.i miss you girls a lot ARGHH.
;[
my next wk's lined with dance. i am officially only free on wkends,until about..may
're you girls free this sunday?april 1st , no, this isn't an april fool's joke!
or any othr day okay just sms me or sthg.and if i d't read /reply, try call.
i'll check my hp more often promise. ARGHH i miss seeing yall and talking to yall and well, yall.:(
__
happy 16th birthday jy! it has been a year ALREADY?
or two yrs.
was it sec 3/4 when yini and i got you the sushi which zoomed around?
hve a good bday!
Tuesday, March 27, 2007, 1:43 AM
shoot, i don't know what's going on anymore.
spare a thought for me,i really ..
I don't understand this,and I'm incapable of understanding this
I managed two weeks of fire,will you now please speak up and save me?
i find myself flipping the pages of time,
a month ago love seemed unconditional.
{and do you know how impossible unconditional love is?}
Sunday, March 25, 2007, 8:27 PM
eee cal never reply and im worried.and yongzhi sorry i got into trouble {sort of } with mummy tday so i cant go over to your hse. why am i blogging this! it's not like my hp 's dead..but smtyms it feels like people read blogs more often than their messages
sch will suck tmmrs,thr's pe.
ANDaaand thr's dance till 10pm.
Saturday, March 24, 2007, 1:21 AM
like so wtf lah.
so kns.wtf.and other badwords
lol.i think i.
SHUT UP.i think i need to shut up and sleep.
and i need you to shut up too.or speak up.
either or. okay maybe i need you to go away.sleep, pass out.
okay thr's no one in particular im directing these to,but it's okat it ain't weird at all.
ARR.
Thursday, March 22, 2007, 11:20 PM
凯- (NOT FLOYD'S)MEMBERS says:
AND ITS NOT CHEESY
凯- (NOT FLOYD'S)MEMBERS says:
later mice go eat it hur hur
BSIDES,WHT'D ISAY IF I HADYOUON THE LINE,SAME OL' STORY.NOTMUCH TOSAY - HEARTS'RE BROKEN EVRYDAY says:
hur hurh urh hurh urhurrhurhru
凯- (NOT FLOYD'S)MEMBERS says:
later u hur until kena asthma(dunno how to spell) attack
BSIDES,WHT'D ISAY IF I HADYOUON THE LINE,SAME OL' STORY.NOTMUCH TOSAY - HEARTS'RE BROKEN EVRYDAY says:
wrong,it's esma.
lol yuuck i keep posting snippets of convos with liankai Members cus he forces me to say
the most retarded things!BY SAYIN RETARDED THINGS HIMSELF.
__
cus if you will,i'll
try to let it go
if you try,i'll try
try to let it show
Monday, March 19, 2007, 7:20 PM
in eunos, {near the mrt station}, i saw this ulu ulu hair parlour thingey called, 'Yi Rong Hair Secrets'
LOL. rong the xinrong - 're you reading this?? i think it's A Sign!!
if you end up jobless one day,do ring me, chances 're i'd be jobless myself.
then we can go over and take ovr wht's rightfully ours.
with us as lady bosses,Yi Rong Hair Secrets is SOO singapore's next Toni & Guy. :D
HA.___. orientation for cj ended tday,thr was dragon boating which looked mighty fun from whr i was
{uhm yah yah i couldnt take part,sama sama with another girl frm my class, due to sm girly reasons ;[ }
hm.yah cj is still....average, so far.
well we'll see how things might change with time,lessons start tmmrs,
that's frickn weird alright!
i need to bathe my sticky disgusting eeeee self. & slp early. i need so much more slp!
4hours can sustain nobody:(
i wonder if calanthea is hm yet.YOU BTTR BE CALLY YEE,
she 's walking back hm from anglican high lah ,hm = FRICKN KEMBANGAN.hahahaha
{lalaalah assumptions = facts}
okay calanthea just came online. i think she's gnna kill me for posting the above.
whaaaatevr! :DD
shoutout to yz gaaad.pls love yourself more .dahlin girlf. PLS see who i see, i think youre beautiful ,in/out. that shd count for sthg <3
newsflash! the cjc uniform is in the hse!. & i shant make any more superficial complaints.:(
smtimes i d't feel much love.
Sunday, March 18, 2007, 9:05 PM
brother(to mom): she's in a bad mood.
me: he's right.
____
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME LAH.omg.
, 3:01 AM
AAH MOODSWINGS I THINK.now i was feeling so fidgety so i went to bathe.now im all clean and that makes me very very happy.and i think i overdosed on the caffeine so now im still super fidgety.like shifting around the chair, and not being able to control the overwhelming desire to blog, even if it all turned out to be rubbish.
the movies i want to watch.
*music and lyrics
*cyborg
*stomp the yard
nothing else i think
_
{//edit 3.33am:the sudden bout of happiness has subsided.}
Saturday, March 17, 2007, 7:47 PM
limah's gargantuan Verification Slip.looking at it now still makes me laugh!
BTWW:click on pictures to view them whole. see!limah has been cut off in this.:(
the Winnie In Squirrel Getup we saw in Kiddy Palace in marinasq! chengwei{i think} said t'was the ugliest winnie evrrrnothing is as wondrous as watching it sleep as you cradle it in your palms. :D:D darren ,preeeetty st nicks student!taken upon reaching hm on Nerd Day.hahah.. THERE! to compensate for not wearing The EEEE Red Spects that day:(the few who stayed back to paint IPig.I STILL THINK IT DESERVES A PRIZE :( by the dance ended,IPig was alr completed,& looking gooood<3i lovelove the pullover.despite wht was said about me looking the uber kiddo in it,i think i may be getting it<3<3
ITRYTOBE LIKE GRACE KELLY,BUT ALL HER LOOKS WERETOOSAD.ITRYA LITTLE FREDDIE. I'VE GONE IDENTITY MAD!
I COULDBEBROWN I COULDBE BLUE ICOULDBEVIOLET SKY. I COULD BE HURTFUL I COULD BE PURPLE I COULDBEANYTHINGYOU LIKE.
, 2:38 AM
to all those who said 'no' : BEAMMM.:D
mel:hahah you said it,s33 is dahlin love.yes i still want to learn dance!
cal: HAHAH.when huh.which day. wht time.which driver!
silent:your tag made me think.hmm...i wanted to change the tagboard at first!but i decided to leave it alone.:)
yz: wht is it?
gwuns: fahlalaah lala,la la la la.
melly: i thought you were shinobi- mel!and i tagged back at her tagboard she probably thinks im crazy!haha d't take that back! why, i'd weed an entire forest,UHMMM The Amazon Rainforest, just to see y'all agn. HEHHH<3
i sat at the busstop today,waited for someone who wore familiar smiles
to hop off the bus , come my way, take two deep bows,twice,offer to show me places where we don't usually visit,
offer to steal me away from here and never hve me coming back -
but every wait comes to a withering end eventually,and i left for hm soon enough,
before i could witness it's death,for i could not bear to.
imtoo tired.THE ABOVE SOUNDS SO FRICKN CRAPPY,LAWL!
?
im suuper tired.i need to sleep.
the wabbit in sw's hse is the cutest BALL OF FUR IVE EVR SEEN IN MY LIFE.
buy me a baby wabbit now!
okay ..maybe not.good daughters d't cause their moms to hve fullfledged freakouts.
i hate this.i hate.this.ah i hate me!:)
tonight!AIYA ONLY TONIGHT,but for no reason at all.RIDICULOUS!
Sunday, March 11, 2007, 1:15 AM
AIYA.ah-yeeee-yah.
this is getting to me and i d't feel happy recently.
me: mrt is better!
calsy: bus is better.
me: mrt is longer!
{that went unheard, she was distracted by sm shop or sthg.}
me: mrt is longer!
me: ......eh mrt is longer!
cals: so? bus got place to sit,mrt damn crowded.
me: mrt moves faster!
cals: nooo?bus moves faster lah {notice how she had nthg to back her statement with!!}
me: mrt is SMaRTer! {laughs hysterically}
me: did you get that did you get that?
cals: no,bus is smarter. mrt cannot even spell s-m-a-r-t correctly. missing 'a'!
me: YOU MEAN YOU GOT IT ?
me: {realizes wht cal said was quite funny.laughs hysterically}
LOL.i told you i was going to blog this conversation!.
so stuuupes:)
PHAAAANKS cals for accompanying me to the scary thing @ sajc.
muuch<3!
Friday, March 09, 2007, 8:36 PM
i don't feel safe anymore:(
suddenly no place seems like the one pre-destined to witness the rest of your days unfurl.
cruel hands have demolished Memory Lane,mere rubble used to be much more.
in hisses ,the contained memories hve made their escape,would you think you'll find one now in this bleak horizon - with this little light in your eyes? travel now, tread light. don't expect anyone,because no one holds you in their heads for long. their minds possess doors left ajar far too often and these thoughts ,and words,they haven't seemed to be dreamt up yet. love,hearts,mouth, oh shh. don't speak.
, 7:35 PM
is it just me,or have things gotten much ,much more complicated?
i d'tknw. well my class could've been fantastic,causing me to wnna stay on in cj {'stead of appealing to tpjc}
but they weren't ,so..
cjc 0 : tpjc 1
in the aftrnn at about 3 plus, we had our CCA trials. the auditions 're only held aftr sch RE-opens,
so yeah the dance trials were just for experience.
so.. i went ovr to Fblock for dance of cus.{had to ask at least 4people before getting to the right place
boy is it difficult to find your way around thr!}
we had quick stretching,warm-ups,
then they taught us a hip-hop routine {thank goodness!} being the slow learner i am,i learned only the first 2 eighths properly,
the remaining eighths were rojak & trying-YET-obviously-not-quite-able-to-follow-the-seniors
halfway,i was pulled out by the dance-in-charge tchr,
who pulled me out to get me to talk to cjc dance instructor .
he asked me if i was interested in joining SYF.
t'was like.BOOOOOM!
I looked appalled i guess and instead of showering him with thankyous and what not,
i went all, 'huh!? uhm do you seriously think i have the abilities to handle syf!'
'well. you'll hve to be very committed,and work very hard to learn whatevr the rest have already learned.'
'the rest',cus i was the only 2nd intaker he asked,to replace this girl who wasnt taking part anymore.
gaaaad my measurements for costume were taken ALRR
and he left bfor i could tell him that im appealing in sajc,
and the results 're coming out only next week.
it'd suck to keep mum about these things,because you wouldnt want to 'fly their kites' last minute,
so i told the seniors when dance ended. that i've appealed to sajc,but had no idea if they wanted me or not.
they told me that i gotta know if im in sajc FAST.
and frm them,i got to know that cjc arts not bad,but cjc science quite bad.
sajc science not bad,but sajc arts quite bad.
;[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
aftr i left sch,i called sajc to ask them if posting results were out.
no they werent.
i asked them when the dance trials were.
oh,the dance trials?over quite sm time ago.
KNSKIFRTIOHOIWETHUIGKNS!??!?!/KNS??
apparently,to appeal thru CCA,you needa FIRST know when the trials are, then get thru the trials to get into the sch AND the cca.
kns so the form submitting thing was just General Appeal.yah i'll hvta wait 7735678236583265years {actually,no,waiting WOULDNT HELP??} to get into sajc thru General Appeal okay.
thr's dance pract in sajc tmmrs,the tchr-in-charge for SAdance 'll be thr.
beg and plead for a chance to appeal thru Dance or sthg?since the tryouts 're alr over.over.over.
but im too damn scared i might just break down and hve a cryfest midway.hve to go luh..HOOW.PLS SAVE ME?
if i can't get into sajc just bcus i missed the dance trials {for i stupidly expected them to call for trials AFTR they get your appeal form}
i'll just...I DONT KNOW LAH .EFFF.argggggh!
if even aftr tmmr's begging,WHICH IM FEELING SUUPER TENTATIVE ABOUT,i don't get into sajc dance,
i'll hvta stay in cjc.
1) i d't like my class.{lol damn chiiiiildish}
2)the seniors said the tchrs who teach science course a bit like shit.
&3) trust me i'm not good enough to learn a whole syf dance last min!
..no one else to accompany me in learning summor.only 2nd intaker in syf : will die.
yeah of course i 'm happy to be chosen,but..not rly when i knw im not up for it.
if i dont get into sajc,
i'll try the syf. cus ..even if i rly suck too much theyll just take me out frm syf.
{btw i 've decided,SORT OF,to rule out tpjc alr,cus of cjc dance syf.}
if i can get in sajc,i dont care if i'm not in syf,or anything.
wnna be in sajc.
actually,i just wnna be in vjc but that just sounds..ridiculous.hi?this is me feeling the MAJOR blues.will smone pls come,and make me all better.
?better butter.
Thursday, March 08, 2007, 11:54 PM
cjc ig 07.didn't bond much with em ,which is kinda a pity cus tmmrs we'll be separated into classes alr.btw deciding factor {tpjc/cjc ?} will be my class. .__.
ZZOMG hve you heard.
WEEHO,JINGHUI,MEL AND YZ got into the schs they want successfully
<3s!congrats !
, 2:14 PM
ILL ONLY REACH HM AT UHM TEN PLUS TONIGHT?argh lah you o2 day 2!
BTW.YONGZHIIII (who probably introed herself as aurelia.heh actually she IS both lah. but call her yz anww!) got into s33 (the class which is, without a doubt,absolutely roxors) .girlf yongzhi is roxors too!
i hope she gets in her muchloved rjc though.the silly girl is a rafflesian from head to toe to heart.
ARRR i hate how we dont get what we want you know I HATE IT WITH A LOT OF ANGST.
i hope she'll love vjc as much as i did! i still do<3
okay if youre one those who were asking,nope sajc hasnt contacted me yet. i feel hopeless. im torn between choosing cjc and tpjc. KNS.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007, 11:09 PM
kay my life can be screwed in ways more than many but.
BUT. im so damn grateful{!?!?!?!????!!} for those who stand by me
truly care and attempt to make things look better etcetc.
thanks so much.if it weren't for yall ,it'll be a no-go for sure.
I CAN HUG Y'ALL FOREVRR
let tomorrow be okay..please.
, 12:13 AM
s33 is so dammit special; sm new class/new school can grow on me and brainwash me [hahah] into loving them but i'll never forget s33!. it was the very first time i felt so proud to be from a class.. s33 is so fetch??
3 3 boys you run like wowww!
3 3 girls you run like woaaah.okay i really love s33 with all my heart
and it feel like i'll get to see y'all in school tmmrs..not true.
not to worry, it's all locked in the memory drawers in our heads.S33PAE IS LOVE.
2nd intakers've got big shoes to fill!
BTW.senior class is also love.
so is vjc dance
so is Icarus.
'll we be forgotten in a flash if 2nd intake students turn out to be rockin'?SAY NO.
:]
Tuesday, March 06, 2007, 10:18 AM
DADAAAADAH.last night was an example of a bout of emo-ness.sadness does not = emoness.
i didn't get into sajc.
cut off point went from 9 - 8
the chance of a successful appeal is so slim i can barely see it.__.
well i can always appeal to mjc.but if i wanted to get into mjc,
i'd 've chosen it as first choice for JAE,and get in successfully
but i didn't.mayb i shd just try for what i want.im not too sure if it's wise.
my tagboard has been flooded for the first time in its ..short life of 2/3 yrs!
[CENSORED] - haha idiot lah ..now that i've censored it,you won't even know it's a reply to your tag,HAAAARRIS.
dornoven - those 're two of my favourite clrs.now rly into orange anymore though .it still IS nice :)
jmm - yes yes i can't believe im saying this!but i miss you! WHAHA.'re you doing well huh girly
tree - so hard to.thanks :)
yini - YAKNEH yeeeeneee{remember how pat wong says it?suuper irritating.yeee teeeng.} hahah!stupid wanton mee. it's NORMAL to eat wanton mee in the dawn alright.youre the weird one. :) it amused you to no end!
joggs - who's joggs?aw thanks! :)
jon - LOL.stuupid lah yize you.
yongzhi - LOL i alws decideto change only when im about to leave my hse to go out!just like now ,gnna go appeal alr then decide to blog.__.
jm - i didnt make it to either. OKAY I WANT TO CURSE.but i will not.aw jm!
ween - HAHAH.being able to wear vjc uni is a pro! smelling like ween is a....con PRO too! :] girl i owe you apple chips.YOULL LOVE THEM.
aur - LOL i realized it the day aftr i posted it,bfor i read your tag. i posted new entry,then it appeared below the april post so i was like O.O ,april?? BTW i rlly d't hve any confessions to make.
hanney - to get you back for tingsey.LAAWL hello hannah i read and re-read your tag but i d't rmbr wht mane is! wht mane?
sharon - HELLO SHARON. tell me about tj life when you get adjusted.<3 do enjoy yourself!
man i miss the vjc people already. i'm going for cjc orientation.shit i want to go to sajc. ive nvr heard of cjc dance bfor.ARGHHH.
, 10:18 AM
DADAAAADAH.last night was an example of a bout of emo-ness.sadness does not = emoness.
i didn't get into sajc.
cut off point went from 9 - 8
the chance of a successful appeal is so slim i can barely see it.__.
well i can always appeal to mjc.but if i wanted to get into mjc,
i'd 've chosen it as first choice for JAE,and get in successfully
but i didn't.mayb i shd just try for what i want.im not too sure if it's wise.
my tagboard has been flooded for the first time in its ..short life of 2/3 yrs!
[CENSORED] - haha idiot lah ..now that i've censored it,you won't even know it's a reply to your tag,HAAAARRIS.
dornoven - those 're two of my favourite clrs.now rly into orange anymore though .it still IS nice :)
jmm - yes yes i can't believe im saying this!but i miss you! WHAHA.'re you doing well huh girly
tree - so hard to.thanks :)
yini - YAKNEH yeeeeneee{remember how pat wong says it?suuper irritating.yeee teeeng.} hahah!stupid wanton mee. it's NORMAL to eat wanton mee in the dawn alright.youre the weird one. :) it amused you to no end!
joggs - who's joggs?aw thanks! :)
jon - LOL.stuupid lah yize you.
yongzhi - LOL i alws decideto change only when im about to leave my hse to go out!just like now ,gnna go appeal alr then decide to blog.__.
jm - i didnt make it to either. OKAY I WANT TO CURSE.but i will not.aw jm!
ween - HAHAH.being able to wear vjc uni is a pro! smelling like ween is a....con PRO too! :] girl i owe you apple chips.YOULL LOVE THEM.
aur - LOL i realized it the day aftr i posted it,bfor i read your tag. i posted new entry,then it appeared below the april post so i was like O.O ,april?? BTW i rlly d't hve any confessions to make.
hanney - to get you back for tingsey.LAAWL hello hannah i read and re-read your tag but i d't rmbr wht mane is! wht mane?
sharon - HELLO SHARON. tell me about tj life when you get adjusted.<3 do enjoy yourself!
man i miss the vjc people already. i'm going for cjc orientation.shit i want to go to sajc. ive nvr heard of cjc dance bfor.ARGHHH.
, 1:18 AM
HI,MYSELF.kindly go off/siam to smwhr whr i don't see you.i pity the students of whichevr sch you get posted to.
please let hannibal lecter get you and bite your cheeks off.
:)
KNS.
i can't sleep .was on a stupid *^&%$#&$* HIGH i knew this 'd happen,
i can't sleep maybe i dont want to,
not like this with pillows and blankets in a bed .on a field maybe.
under a bridge?streams wind their curved spines around us,we matter.
in a boat on a beach near the sea,sing the mildly-salted breeze
take me away and skip from night to nights with Daybreak tucked in my pocket.
it is safe here, & not allowed to leave
,no 'but's !
this is my night sky of sensous blacks deepening into forever,
we don't care about falling stars. not unless they fall onto me
and singe the ends of our hair and tips
of our fingers.
/dskdnj3erb3jbtbfuuckingHELLfenjrn3.
, 12:45 AM
shall we go down the s33 contact list tgthr? :]
{disclaimer:even i don't know what this is for.}
aaron - aaron is so fetch! hahaah y'knw aaron was my classmate in 3.8 4.8, &we were a weird bunch.
HARRY POTTER! - shan't elaborate on that..
caring & nice guy! aaand so damn hilarious okay. the balancing force in lit class. ;)
watching him laugh in swensons - for a DAANG,a whole minute!?? - was terrifying.
you hate math i hate math too bad thr's no chance for us to play bingo/connect-4 in math lect anymore :(
andrea - GOSH??WE NEED TO SEND HER OFF WHEN SHE GOES OFF TO AUSSIE
she's damn tall and sweet and green!. we didnt talk much but i sat beside her the first time meeting 07s33!
sorta softspoken i think,but i d't knw much. pity she stopped attending lessons after getting back olvls results.
anthea - HAHA.anthea was sitting beside andrea when we first came tgthr as 07s33. sort of confusing but i remembered
both their names without a single mixup! :) anthea's a good singer, but she withdrew frm music fest hence we didn't get to enjoy
her talent. :( i thought she was supp to sing for us,at least once? mini class concert?hmph. oh yah she's in lit class and always the one
pulling me back when.. i head off with the econs ppl - too engrossed in sm conversation. HAHA.OKAY OKAY. when im blur.
audrey - another tallie.our class has many tallies!? arr like i d't feel shrubbish enough already .hoho:)
audrey made it for student council and we're all damn proud of s33s who made it!
audrey is tall.she has funky short hair and she went ovrboard for nerd's day.
the toingtoings on each side of her head - classic i tell you.
bong - bong is another tallie:) she's another powerhouse who's good at acad + sports + many things.
y'knw the spontaneous leader who can get into hse comm for sure that kind! she did lots for the class,like cny banner and stuuf
aiya bong cannot act though. hahahah pls bong i think we walked about an HOURR before we
found a spot to study for bio test that day!btw raffles will be lucky to hve you.
yiting - !
xinying - i think xinying is leaving for rj too! :( not much left of s33 i think. :(
xinying wants to be a lawyer and the more i look at her the more i think she's gnna be a lawyer one day.
SHE HAS THE MOST ..UNIQUE LAUGHTER IVE EVR HEARD
i sweaar
you, blindfold yourself , then get everyone in s33 to laugh.youll be able to guess who xinying is FOR SUURE.
darren - darren is one hella guy.not nerdy, not brainy, just smart!
the way he balances his work/play/responsibilities as SC is just....impressive.
:) as ct-rep he did a lot for the class. i hope he runs for exco in SC,and gets a position he deserves.all that hard work 'll pay off!
OH darren cannot take spice/chilli. hahah audrey obviously didn't believe him! {reflects upon pastamania fiasco}
dawn - we hvnt rly talked but i knw dawn is an extremely good artist. thr was once she was flipping thru her file
and i caught a glimpse of this rlly good drawing. jaw dropper
dianne - dianne spelled with two 'n's! HEH dianne is cute with big eyes. eyes so big she got chosen to spot the
faint colour change during marcus's titration. :) i think she's sm og head now for Orientation 2 ,many from this class
make really good leaders, yay.
donovan - SWEETGIVER & good in french language.hahah i think it's rlly damn sweet he gives us sweets like free!
once in bio practical i was so surprised when he offered a Fox sweet when evryone was fumbling over the things to get from the shelves!
aww i heard from calanthea that he used to be like that even in primary sch {though quite a bully!}
i bet thr'll be no one like that in any other sch okay :)
eirene - POKKK! doubt youll evr read this since you hardly come online,but thanks for much for the gd'bye card!
totally unexpected & veery very sweet.i get wht you mean, i feel rly glad when i find smone i can easily converse with,
and man ,did we talk that day!. about AHEM and many othr things. ;)
thanks for cheating on limah for me all the time LOL! i d't think wht you said was selfish,
t'was very sweet! and i hate to leave.
yirui - he's alws the one who initiates the whole HEY MELLY COME SIT HERE,BESIDE JOSHUA thing lah!
on the first day s33 came tgthr,we were supp to intro and just talk to ppl across the rm & yirui told me he was yirui.
i think yirui's a nice name btw!man. that was 2months back.
yirui's sm super scary juggler as well.kayak running schwork! impresssivvve.
okay.1/2 down,another half to go .yawn sm othr day.
Sunday, March 04, 2007, 10:52 PM
{pours unwanted soupy onions onto tray}
brother:eh. how can you do that.youll kill the laoahma who washes the tray you know.
me:huh. but they'll wash every tray in the end !
brother: yah but old people'll break their backs when they wash the trays.
me:{tunes out} {scoops another spoonful of soupy onions and dumps onto tray}
brother:ORHHHHH YOU JUST KILLED ANOTHER LAOAHMA.
me: O.O
mom:yiting! jing tian yue liang hen yuan.
me: yup it's 15th on the lunar calendar right?
mom: all the were......ware.......werewolves will come out today.
me: .....
HAHAH.not that amusing when read off the blog..but if you could just hear them,ARR super amusing. if only they were so cute 24/7!
last day in vj.hm.
y'knw ,when i received my results,i was already planning the goodbye gifts for remembrance i'd give to the people i knew in vj.
but.
i d'tthink it's gnna happen, because i hvn't had enough time to do the same for everyone,so i won't be giving at all.
ARR..plus. i'm intending to pretend that tomorrow isn't the last day and spend it like..it isnt?
SO.HARD.PLEASE?
Saturday, March 03, 2007, 10:59 PM
CONFESSIONS?
, 12:39 PM
there's this SUDDEN GARGANTUAN
surge of dissatisfaction with myself,within myself.
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btw,that aside, i love you girlfs as much,still. i see y'all so little that i find it quite difficult;picturing all of us heading out tgthr ,it must've been FOREVR.{that's damn bad} whtevrrr it is, it must happen.looks like the only day possible is next saturday <3
yongzhi cal gwyn do tryta free up nxt sat!.aaand don't forget that i love you girlfs very much.
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back to the surge of dissatisfaction/sadness/The Bad Feeling.
PLEASE.GO.UP.IN.A.CONFLAGRATION.okay? thr is a war going on from behind my eyes.i'm afraid it's starting to show.
i'm going to lose whatever i've learned to love recently very soon. :(
for now i wnna be damn cheery and hahaha
and all ' :D '
for now i just want to abandon all sense.
Thursday, March 01, 2007, 11:27 PM
I DON'T KNOW WHT TO BLOG.but i'm here anyway.
can't believe i typed the above,do hate this entry along with me!
biotest - 4marks question blank!shooot i knew the answer to it! :(
mathtest- 2/15 HAHAHAH it IS a direct reflection of my jc math knowledge{or lack of}
i am going to bed!SEEEEYOU.TOODUMS.
i don't sound quite right now huh.__.
i'll miss vj until my foot falls off when it's time to leave!
I MUST BE INVITED TO ALL CLASSOUTINGS.
so must old joshy!joshua conceicao! bong!dawn!priscilla!xinying! those who're leaving.
where will i be posted to man. sajc pls pleaase take me,i say this with sad puppy eyes. i hope i'll grow to love you as well<3.
mjc i think youll be way too stressful for me.i do value my sanity very much!