OKAY HI,YOU,DRINK THIS ALL IN.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
THE WRITTEN WORD
Friday, December 31, 2004, 1:56 PM
it's a new year tomorrs.
and im so terribly bored,
im really halfway on the verge of pulling my hair out.
i want to go out. to have fun.
to get my mind of things i'd rather not think of.
i want skl to start so teachers can bust my ass for not..
_finishing the hw.
_doing the ss projt.
_doing anything right.
i want to be busy. to keep myself as busy as i can
i hate you. O________o
*actually.. to think of it, i really do.
argh i think im all pmsy.
sucks laa
i cant even make a clean break frm the past
on the 31stDEC.
i dun think i'av made any new year's resolutions before in my life,
it shudnt be too late if i start now
hmmms. what's it for if i dun follow them..
im going to be a good girl HAHHAHA.
im gna score at least 3 A1s for every exam. LOLS. i hvn got a single A1 on my recent sheets yeah. ;P
im gna live life happier. i guess, it isnt too hard..
im gna give you up TOTALLY. i dknow how but i will la. nothing more for you.
Wednesday, December 29, 2004, 5:09 PM
In fact, i think britney spears rocks.
her songs too.
I'm sitting here alone up in my room
And thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
Trying my best to understand
I really want to know what we did wrong
With a love that felt so strong
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever
you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on (oh my love)
'Cause living in a dream of you and me
Is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right
I'd do anything, I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name, and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care
ha im not sure what im feeling.
i shouldnt be able to be sure actually. just the way you are behaving is confusing.
not to mention the stuff you speak of.
cliched shite
but what am i supposed to feel?
if you will just tell me, i'll promise not to have my views about it, i'll listen to you, i'll listen to just what you say.
i'll feel what you tell me to.
no one can be strong forever. ....right?
Tuesday, December 28, 2004, 12:43 AM
HAHAHAHAA
.not that being fourteen will be great
(we'll have to see about that, dont we) but the long-awaited birthday has finally arrived
!i'av always been the youngest amongst my peers studying the same grade,
due to the late birthdate of
__________________28th December___________________
well.
yes i'm kinda excited bout tomors.
birthday poolside barbeque.hmmms.
i hope all turns out well.
the fact that most people wun be able to turn up is a downer.
all soooo busy.
*sniffles.
no time for mee.
=[
mmhms still...yayy to 28thDec babies!!!!
love to everyone.
Thursday, December 23, 2004, 3:06 PM
watched ocean's 12 yest
&it wasnt exactly a very gd catch
the actors r darn good, so they managed
to pull it off :nods:
went out wif cals,gwyn,wh,and cal's bro ytd
guess who didnt turn up in the end
no prizes for right guesses
yaa lors suntec is borrrrrrring.
then this aftanoon i managed to siam another outing
w/ heng yi and co.
got tuition later, hw hvn finish summore
lols and i go there just to stone only.
so sians.
blehhs.
mmhms who's ready to surrender your condo's function room to me??
;)) lookin for space for bdae gatherin
lmaoo how spas.
best on 25th.
or 26th.
if you read this,
consider yourself invited btww.
;\ dizzy.
Monday, December 20, 2004, 12:10 AM
i drank coke
with an insect (type unconfirmed)
a MOULTING insect
with an inch long of skin trailing on its behind.
BURGER KING coke.
i was so thirsty. regretted slurpin so much
poking arnd for more coke
then finally opened up the cover for
ice-munching time.
then i saw it.
(read front)
how can one be so suay??!
hahaha i stood up
pushing the chair back hard as i did
'WTF's could be heard. hahaha i just shouted it out loud.
geee.
you cant blame me. try imagin sucking up
an insect wing or sumthng
or coke soaked with insect bodies. -.00
it must be alive.
if not how come it's on e inner wall of the freakin cup?!
it's sooo beeeg.
i brushed my teeth immediately when i reached hm ;\
watevurrr.
if im a friggin rich taitai i'll sue them.
if im a normal human i'll complain.
blahh all i got was another cup of coke. geesh.
zhilin helped with that.
;] x'mas cards are not written yet.
we had SS prjt meetup today.
unfortunately
nothing done.
a smack on the face for all of us
___gdnightt.
Saturday, December 18, 2004, 8:47 PM
im sick. but much much better.
;[
bleee.
we had syf and orient prac just now
suddenly i seemed to be viewing the wurl from
upside down
couldnt see things properly (might be due to my contacts)
everything seemed too colourful
and bright
even the sweet tasted horrible
like the heavy lingerin clouds of car air-'fresheners'
ya la right side of my head was splittin right open,
grrrrrawrgh. !!dizziness!!
we went down for lunch, (e market at st 85 there)
but
a vomiting session for me
zl accompanied me everywhere, hehhs
*mwhaks to her.
she aided me in the journey of toilet searching
when i threatened to just hurl into the pathetic red plastic bag i was holding
right there and then
-.000
hahahaa. then i took a taxi hm
and skipped orinetation prac altogether
dun think they will mind
hehhs
e taxi uncle was quite nice la. considerin that i got into the taxi.
said, 'tampines street 43' and knocked out straight away
ignoring all urges to throw up there as well
hahahaa not havin anything in my stomach = nothing to throw up anyway
in the end i woke up in time for see familiar districts outside the car window
then i gave him directions
ahahaa.
he must be ponderin whether to brake extra hard to wake me up or just start calling out loud.
______________________________________________________
dance farewell's tomorrs.
i dun feel lyk goin acty. haha not feelin that great yet.
SUNDAY
dance farewell+preparation
MONDAY
moviee. wheee. plus ss prjt. yayys. can finally see some of my friends :)
TUESDAYWEDNESDAYTHURSDAY
dance. homework. yikes it'll be hard convincin myself to get my hands dirty with them.
FRIDAY
ss prjt in e aftanoon? night; tuition.
btw we really screwed up today durin syf prac. it's been a month,
it's like we'av done a brainwash.
steps, formation, all gone.
orientation steps took over our minds.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
but no one really minds. hurhurrs
;]
Thursday, December 16, 2004, 3:13 PM
lalaaa.
i went to orchard last nyt.
and the view was sweeeeeet.
i'av decided to go againnn!!
who wants to come along?? :D
lols i go my send invitation cards to my seniors lerr.
ytd forgot to send before four, __________i went to centrepoint to pei my darlin ezekiel see his darlin powerpuff girls. then i went to plaze sg with ezekiel to see Thomas the tank engine. dknow la, you know the train show.hahha
my maid bought me a red top for meee as bdae pressie.!! purdy.
then my mom said i had too many red tops, then she persuaded me to change it into the pink one. also quite nice la but the poor red one was left on the shelf &i feel bad till now.
then today i go door-to-door de
one stay in bedok reservoir, one in eastpoint green. heng ahh.
not that far laa.
then vally the cao yuan kuai che lover is comin to pei me.
ahahahahaaaaar,
wokhey.wokaes.
erh.
im sleepy.
and i got my contacts back! much clearer than the past
but gradually blurs afta long hours of wearin.
*smacks maself.
WISHLIST.
make me beautiful.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004, 4:16 PM
heyyys.
regardin the wishlist, forget it,
whaaay outta reach ;))
i dun need them,
*need's not a want, want's not a need, noo!!
how bout clothes............................................................?
whee*
but thot it wud be a laugh if i post them.
oh plss
did i mention i want that olympus cammy
which they will advertise about afta every singapore idollllll???!!!!
and that ART-COOL air conditioner?? lols.
ok the aircon's a joke. that subtly hints that the olympus cammy isnt.
HAHAHAHHAAH.
ok. i will save money to buy a good nikon digi.cammy instead of nice and pretty small little sweet new olympus cameras with excruciating heart-wrenching commercials.
BLAHHHH.
coooools. ;D
MY COMPUTER'S RECOVERED!!
WHO WANTS A DINNER TREAT TO CELEBRATE???!!
HAHAHA I'LL WAIT A FEW DAYS TILL IM SURE IT DOESNT GO KA-BOOOOOM ANY MOMENT SOON. ;)
(darlin daddy and the person who healed my computer deleted ALL my files, pictures,
blah blah i thought i couldnt live w/o.)
hahaha but my computer's wokae now, nice and empty and non-laggy
and i cant really rmbr what's dear to me in that pile of deleted stuff
so i'll live.
:))
WISHLIST
1__ SOMEONE WHO CAN FINISH THE SS PROJECT FOR US.
or you can just be kind enough to help us... START??
Wednesday, December 08, 2004, 8:31 PM
i know im desperate for presents or sumthng.
HAHAH.
okok. fine... i got A WISHLIST!!!!!!!!!!!! which is currently very short.
dknow why cant think of much leiis.
THE wishlist.
____1. THE PINKY HEELS i saw at the store 'substance'. at novena square. :)))
i can give you directions if you need em. ;)))) they r e most adorable crea.. i mean. adorable heels ever.
im not a heel fan, the last and only tym i wore heels, it broke... so....
ARGH. whatevurrr :) it's pink, furry, short-heeled, and has a tiny bow on it. HAHAHAHAA.
the cuteness's a tad too overwhelmin, but it's sooooo scrumptious!!
i dun REALLY want this, but cant help whinin bout it cosh it's like. so cute.
not to mention pricey. $30.90
____2. THE FLATS in the same shoe shop. i think this is cheaper. dknow price tho. :) darn cute. look quite like ballet shoes acty. ;]]] i waaant.
____3. this yummy $10 necklace. hahaha the pendant is smaller at 10, bigger at $12, etc. highest is like $40++
and it's like, uber.huge.
i just want that $10 one. HAHAHA.
sorry that i cudnt help anymore, but that's the smallest alrdyy.... ;)
____4. a dress. you'd be surprised. i dun have one i can still wear.
____5. dark brown nail polish. or black. -.00
im a girl aftaall, no matter how much i like to chip nailpolish off my nails. :)
____6. that my mom'll be happier. and healthy forever. so goes for my dad.
____7. dknow leiis.
____8. that our orientation dance will rock!!!
then guys will join. HA.
____9. that ppl wud rmbr my bdae ;))
yayy. all done. not that im dependin on u guys to buy
know it's all outta ya budgets *snickerrrrs meanly. hrrrmphs. just gna type down,
cannorrrrt ahhhhhhh. ((:
im not thaaaat deep in yet.
so NOOO countdown to my bdae.
HAHAAHHa
____________________________________________________________________________
nuff bout that.
today we had a pretty strenous dance prac, and argh, was i embarrassed.
they made us all dance the jazz part, to this britney song Outrageous
lols. the dance was nice. the music was nice.
seniors said lotsa stuff, like all the 'shake more!! be sexy ah, must bring out the style.. blahblahh'
HAHHA. ya so i danced really hard as we practised
i had fun.
then in the end we had to dance in pairs. (picked by the sec3s.)
in front of them. (the sec3s)
slowly everyone went up,
one by one.
they left me sitting there like a social reject.
chuchu still helped by sayin, 'hurrs can yi ting join me and serene'
then they said no.
chuchu: 'hurrs then she'll be alone leh, no one left ler.'
*CUE THUNDER AND LIGHTNING
they said i shud do it, can one
yikes. dknow what it's for.
but i'll just get friggin messed up when im dancin alone. :\\
sumtyms a sec3 get called up to dance, frm tym to tym a good sec one, or sec2
not me. (for ur info, im like one of the sian-sian-average-nobody in Dance Soc.)
i wheedled my way out it, and begged one of the sec3s to dance with me
HAHAHAHAH. bein a girl rocks.
ah narr. then we danced lorrs.
shite i think
i shouldnt hv been so crazy. -.0
dance lyk siao char bo liddat, of course power laaa.
but i screwed up the ending. haha i was scared laaaa, so forgot everything ;\
i hope they wun put me in the last row or sumthng.
i kinda look forward to orientation practices now. :)))))))))
it helps, imagining that you can be good if you try,
and now im tired like hell.
go to chuchu's blog, to read bout the Cao Yuan Kuai Che at wei theng's house (afta she updates, of cosh)
i tired to blog lerr.
:)
http://pr1ck3d.diaryland.com
Monday, December 06, 2004, 1:38 PM
i'av got a new handphone.
I'AV got a new handphone.
i'av GOT a new handphone.
'av got A new handphone.
i'av got a NEW handphone.
i'av got a new HANDPHONE.
I'AV GOT A NEW HANDPHONE.
and shite on me for showing off.
PLUS doing that typin manually. geesh, what are copy-and-pastes for?! ;))))
and urhhs.
i want a neuuuuuuuuuuuuuw layout.
afta clickin thru blogs laden with cool html and stuff
blahh.
;\
screams for help.
*coughsgwynnay?coughs*
yeah. fine. whatever happened to 'DIY'?? i dknow.
i'll try, but i'll need help trying. :))
HAHAHAHAH.
ok. tell you what.
erh. should be telling myself what. tell you ppl for what. ha.
ya. tellin ya this, myself
i'll lay off for a while.
photography, schmotogrpahy
screw it. im gna take sum pictures without worryin bout looking like a retard
or whetha i get comments or not.
or whetha it's the camera or not.
or whetha i hv LIGHTING or not.
or whetha if it turns out like rubbish or not.
AND YOU PEOPLE TALK BOUT FAVES.
when i worry bout comments.
smite me. ohh miiightty smiiiiter.
*i heard that on bruce almighty. correct me if im wrong, ears rnt workin that well, eh.
have i reminded you to tag yet? ):