OKAY HI,YOU,DRINK THIS ALL IN.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
THE WRITTEN WORD
Saturday, June 25, 2005, 12:25 AM
hehh im quite eager to start doin my english hwk
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but i'll hvta read e whole
loooong classic frm scratch
ughh that scares me
allow a month to slip past
&i only have half a day to read
36chapters.
that's retribution for you.
tsk tskk.
i have to reach school for dance tmmrs at 730
sleeping any later than now will be no joke.
Thursday, June 23, 2005, 12:39 AM
"edison is so cute!!"
after reading this, the first reaction you'll have -note: only IF you knew of yesterday's Initial D's premieres,
where Shaw was graced wiv e presence of 3 mesmerizing guys
alriiight. only one.
EDISON!N
where was I?
oh yes, you'd think tht i went, RIGHT?!
get packed into a sardine can along wiv uncountable amount of fans.
hollering his name, waving hand-made banners &posters
ohh no,
blame it on overreacting hormones. i saw an Initial D poster when joanne &i were walkin down Orchard
tryin to get to Roxy before it closed
to no avail.
they were closed when we reached, panting slightly frm all e rush.
e posters were everywhere!! *giggles
but i wudnt think of being pushed around and stepped on
just for a glimpse of thaat devastatingly handsome guystar ;D
many people who turned up for that event
blocked roads &underpasses. creating much inconvenience indeed.
the havaianas guy was cute. O_______________o
ahems. allow me to collect myself.
haha marche was damn good,
we feasted on pepper based pizzas
&fried squid yumyumm.
then ended wiv choc truffles.
&i had joanne for company yesterday! ;PpPP
thanks so much dear ;D
pei-ing me aft a tiring day at work
i hoped you enjoyed urself as much as i did
despite some unhappiness you felt aftwards....
things are alright now i hope?
we must go out again, my treat nxt tym!!
hehe <33youalws
if im not wrong i'll be headin for town again tmmrs,
wiv calanthea this time, this time i think i'll buy my slippers ;D
Thursday, June 16, 2005, 2:19 AM
sighh
effing tired
today life is fine
went tm walkwalk with cals-
&you bear hope for my yesterdays
my tomorrows will leap out with bitten tongues,
throbbing cheeks
but today;
today life is fine (?)
im desperate for a job though
just some stupid flyer-job whtevr
i dont care
just want to have cash to buy the stuff i wna buy
such a horrible spendthrift i am nowadays
i cant help it.. kkay perhaps i CAN help it,
materialistic bitch
but i really NEED footwear
dont hv shoes. those fornarinas, but it's inconvenient
to wearta go out
e pair of slippers i hv is falling apart in
3
,2
,1
.
WISHLIST
wish wht wish my bday's far frm now eh hehhs
nvm, jus in case i forget
gna buy slippers
slippers
converse sneaks
a brown, or beige skirt;
i see wanted-sign posters on almost
everything i see
i w a n t
are those posters glued onto the inner side of my eyelid instead?
i need to start on my hwk
i need to
i need to
i need to
FILL IN THE BLANKS (2marks per question, helping words not provided)
time starts, now.
yesterday, as sorrows rouse slightly
from drowsy slumber
today life is fine again
the sun is shining onto our scalps, revealing all
hidden decay
tomorrow our troubles will flow
like thoughts in fluid form, strengthened in weaknesses,
then grow faint.
lets lock our fingers as a whole, &pretend we are very much in love
indeed
we stare at our shoelaces, they tell stories
of awkward first dates
we fall like eagles which once soared high
plummeting sharply; into gaping blue jaws
waiting to swallow
as you drowned silently by my side
i said :didnt you promise to catch me?
and waited. and i waited
i cant fall,
a drowning man catches no one.
puttin up no struggle at all, i waited somemore
as you drowned silently by my side
somewhere in the murky depths of our watery
graves; a love letter is waiting,
only then will you tell me why had there been always only you.
and me.
no 'we'.
we suck on hello-kitty gum and are brought back to warfronts
faces sticky with melted chocolate on corners of your smile
fighting wiv candied sticks.
ammunition; sugar
tmmrs, i'll be leaving for our chalet
no internet connection no computers nuhuhh
so this is goodbye until the 18th
Friday, June 10, 2005, 11:55 PM
watched madagascar today -did i mispell it again? this sounds a lil wrong. so it must be right
watched madagascar today -did i mispell it again? it sounds a lil wrong. so it must be right
it is warm, light-hearted
funny but not too funny
i like to move it move it
you like to _ _ _ _ _ _ !
adorable.
FRONT ROW SEATS ARE NOT RECOMMENDED
the uncle who was sellin us tickets said 'ah, only front row left'
i beg to differ
first four rows at e side were empty
zhi lin &i waited for a rather dark advertisement to appear on the screen
before taking action
but right aft we got outta our seats
there was a change of commercials
&people could see two slightly embarrassed girls
running to their 1st 4th row seats
After The Movie
i saw somebody &i ran.
despite how much i had wanted before for a good look
at a face so similar to the one faint in my memory
i cant seem to put those two faces together,
despite them belonging to the same boy.
inside out ;i'm no brave girl.
for bravery doesn't cut it under your stare
hols are ending!! ...soon
do whtevr you want
im not lookin forward to school despite how excruciatingly boring my hols are
i hv a right mind to do sumthn about it.
probably some work for e money
then a lil shopping.
most importantly, photo sesh ;]]
i'av got dance tmmrs.
sighh gta rise when the sun's yet to shine tmmrs.
I WANT
THAT ADIDAS SHIRT.
&THT NECKLACE.
i<33alex the almightehh lion. rawrr.
sweet &toothy.
Thursday, June 09, 2005, 4:41 AM
cal's chalet was fine
didnt really do much cus they were busy with mahjong 7/10 of the time
-grunts
yeahyeah
i might just.... refuse to pick up such an unnecessary time-waster
Type an sms &send it to 9876-1*** to shower me some care right now, you might just be the next lucky owner of a luxurious condo unit located in wherever!!
hehh nothin much just flu
im so uninspired uninspired uninspired uninspired
btw i hope chuchu recovers asap!! <33
Tuesday, June 07, 2005, 2:25 PM
fishnets, anyone?
how disheartening. it's hard to find in shops
i want lime green heels too.
yeah you heard me. plastic heels.
im willin to buy em if you have a pair or two
camp was exhausting
dreary even, cus 5days aint short
but still, quite enjoyable.
cal's chalet, next stop.
you most probably wont be turnin up so..
i wont be placing any bets
;D
im not depressed, no
im just unhappy to be so uninspired lately.
in student camp they emphasized on the purpose in life
wht are my purposes?
to take up space
to convert oxygen into carbon dioxide
to use up the world's resources
to pretend that im pretending??
im gna try make use of this holiday
to..
_1.finish things i'av not completed
__2.finally start doin stuff i'av been wantin to do
will i dare to?
just when you allow tears to bring voices
to the serene silence ;branches lift &see you trying
everyone who once belonged outside
see you crying
sighh. i want a superduper hero.
blistered, battered
,bleeding
am i dying like how i did yesterday?
my hero, i'm all ready to be saved
Wednesday, June 01, 2005, 7:50 PM
there's camp tmmrs
5days4nights.
a little longer from my usual camps
but i'll be quite glad to get away from all this
i guess.
whts comin later will be hard to feast on, actually
so why dont you
click your way out
&read a friendly entry
not that im unfriendly -coughs, COUUURSE not
but ......-there's a but to every good thing in life,
methinks
my entry will be verging onto the not-so-friendly side
today.
cmon. you wont be hearin frm me in FIVEdays.
you know, you know. you dont, you dont;
i know i belong
to the group of better-offs
then the least you can do is to make me
feel like i do
i go around hurt; &hurting people, deliberately or
with the absence of a motive, cant
really care anymore {why do you specifically care about things i dont?
can you hear it that music that
brings vengeance
ten.den. tendentenden (watch friday the thirteenth anyone?
lick a forefinger .lift it high
feel it it's there, dont turn away, not now
stop.
I SAID STAAAWP, DAWG
no hiding behind your hair this time, 'rafted dreams
stealthily looming behind with chainsaws running
getting macabre already, arent we O__________o
not after so long; as we lock eyes,
you forgot to close your dialogue with a.....: '
doesnt bear much of a difference
frm waiting for the dialtone to stop
to break its drone, which was fluid to begin with
serve parched throats &callused lips
what for?
i keep waiting for you to stop ;'&it's tyre.ring. tirin
chords drift in lazy circles from behind screens
that hurt my eyes, oh yes it does
try; give me the chance to turn away this time
refrain,
my dear, refrain
;witnessing the blue skies turn grey takes one-fourth of a telephone ring
telephone rings differ in length, you say (?) -you always question the things i say
well then.
the time taken for blue skies to grey with heaviness -clouds?
differ as well
blooh. i have word 'liar' right there, scotchtaped from cheek to cheek
see? seesee SEE?
if only you'd stop looking down.
boy,
{ {btw. i want to stop with a comma, it's not a mistake,
stop doubting,
it's intentional,
,