OKAY HI,YOU,DRINK THIS ALL IN.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
THE WRITTEN WORD
Tuesday, September 27, 2005, 9:58 PM
so horribly disorientated
so darn insensitive
24518 95810 1952
you once said it wasn't possible for you
to mean a lot to me
but you were wrong ;i guess
you are this much in my eyes
i'm taking every doubt i had back
diminished them all
-but tht isn't possible be okay they are all so worried
what am i saying?
Sunday, September 25, 2005, 5:46 PM
you know now as I think back
we were even less than what we could
ever have been
ive got emath test tomorrow
you know, a good camera makes worlds of differences
sigh
the girl who had her new DSLR is now
actually quite good, see. bfor tht, she was just
average.
i can never be as rich! .{unless i save till nxt year... hmmmm
100bucks a month
should start trying
, 1:59 PM
i am tears running down your insides
tears people will never want to see
no(?) definitely more than that (?)
i am mainly salt water floating in the sea
along with, guilty plastic rings which strangle
us poor marine life, they make up me too
you see me as words on the screen, millions of pixels
the fullstops you end each hurting. word. with.
;no, more than that, more than that
the colours seen in a oil spill? actually yes i am
nails people tend to bite
when they get a case of nerves
:: i am lifts with vandalised walls loudly proclaiming the love you have
for me with ink
as you declare
penciled scribblings of your love for
other girls on the ceiling; simultaneously
YOU THINK I DONT LOOK UP whenever I stagger
aimlessly into a lift saying 'please bring me to the top floor,
I want to see the world.' ?
I am so much more than that.....
.....the decisions that are impossible to make
a minute before two p.m. in the afternoon
}i am
...
....the something you can't tell your loved ones about.
Thursday, September 22, 2005, 7:56 PM
LOOK AT ME
for I am dope.
Wednesday, September 21, 2005, 6:53 PM
no i don't seek solace in the fact
that there are people roughing it out{i really hope that things will turn out fine
i have you in my thoughts{
because when you see people cry so hard
you think about letting go
giving up
for a very much desired breakdown
the study stress is getting to me.
nothing in my head but OHSHITTHRSTHISTESTOMORROW
&some other things.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005, 8:49 PM
I CAN FEEL THE BUZZ IN THE AIR
AHAHAHH
fuck it feels so good to be so
wondrously happy for no reason.
art is all around
;as beautiful as nothing else can ever be
I could feel me dying
yet short; strangled breaths
in me shouting I TOLD YOU SO
I CAN TASTE THE BUZZ IN THE AIR
Monday, September 12, 2005, 8:18 PM
the first thought I had the moment I opened my eyes was
no no, I don't want this anymore.
let's go back
fumbling fingers jabbing at the round
;black
rewind button.
let's go back
to when we could still dream about happiness
here, take another tentative lick at this
lolly flecked with rust
before they try to swallow
you youknow, sometimes it's okay to have
holes in your fingers
cus'
then i'd know
letting me fall was merely accidental.
Saturday, September 10, 2005, 10:26 PM
dumdeedums.
I can see the changes, now.
it's slight but evident, like grains of sand
on my feet
Friday, September 09, 2005, 12:23 AM
I'm fine with this and fine with that
though dwarfed by the roar of voices,
your singing is still audible
each note sweetly sliding into crevices unreachable by many
you are telling me that she means the world to you
she accomplished what I've never managed to,
oblivious to how much an impact she has on you
;she is oblivious to how much an impact
you have on me too
Angel eyes, that old devil sent
They glow unbearably bright
Need I say that my loveĀ“s mispent
Mispent with angel eyes tonight
hello sad words
YOU DON'T HELP ME.
why is it that even you, can't save me.
excuse me, like a sneeze it'd blow over soon.
Thursday, September 08, 2005, 9:07 PM
before I got all comfy here in front
of the computer
,i was at kbox
ohh &had a freaking awesome time there
twas a belated bday celebration for
my girl zhilin
beLATEd indeed. -I hope you like e presents &card ;D
__mwhaas.
really had fun singing.
yeah at kbox there was this waiter who
came in saying
"hello ke yi gen ni men zuo ge peng you ma?"
then he asked for our numbers, sayin tht he's
helping his friend.
when we just flat out stared at him
he said twas for himself.
uhhh.
oh..kay shan't go into details
lols I had an amazing time
despite having harboured thoughts
tht kbox isnt that fun a place to be
can't wait to go back soon.
iav got biopolis tmmrs
gaawsh.
-i had a fab time at sentosa too <1233
signing off
TANLESS. blurrhh.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005, 2:20 AM
with bated breath
in your hold that breathes
Monday, September 05, 2005, 8:10 PM
Newsflash.
I am someone real
through &through
so you can't take me away just like that.
no I won't let me.
happiness.
-by now if you rnt staring
wiv a slightly perplexed expression
painted your face then
you mustn't be human.
Sunday, September 04, 2005, 11:34 PM
buhh
dance tomorrow.
ughh auditions scare the hell out of me.
don't they always.
BLOOHEY
yongzhi is goin off for OBS tmmrs
aww we'll miss her bad
gd luck girlf, hve a safe trip!
keeping it short today
keeping the blues away
YUCKK I didn't mean for it to rhyme.
do you believe me.
LOLS im serious helluuu!
tuition tomorrow rains on my non-existent parade.