gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

haha. i hate dis size. i hate my life. no.. i just hate me.   :)
 
i hate maths common tests, i hate the deprivation of music, i hate not knowing wot to do when i NEED to know wot to... i hate not being able to say hi to ppl i want to say hi to, hate watching ppl i dknow yet wna be friends with walk pass me, not seeing me.
 
i hate missing you, hate knowing that you will not miss me, then hate urself for doing that, hate feeling like crap, hate not wanting to care for anything already. hate hating you... hate not being able to sleep early as i'av planned (i wanted to sleep at 10. blahhs, im so sleep-deprived, u simply cant blame me, i'll hate it if u blame me for stupid things like that)  i hate having the urge to blog when i have nothing to blog, but hateful things. i hate being so cut off from everyone, i hate pretending to feel cheerful n perky, yet failing miserably, ending up feeling like this, and i hate it when ppl say 'hey, ur such a poseur. give up the depresso act alreadyy m'dam. i would gladly ask you to shut up but i hate being not able to behave that way.  hate being hated..
 
i hate hating.
 
and i hate posting entries like such. when ppl take one look at it and say 'Look, she's at it again, im so sick of readin such nonsense already.  sumone shut her up and tie her tear glands together b4 she starts floodin blogger with tears.'
 
honey? get the hell outta here if ur thinkin that way.

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