gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

here am i, donned in a pink top given as a present frm my aunt.. 1 or 2 years ago?
elbow length sleeves.
not worn b4.
black... cut-short Levis. which i dun really recognize.

im waitin to go to my uncle/aunt's house.
for sum crappy reason which i dun feel lyk disclosin.
haha.no reason actually.
im just goin there to accompany my mother.


loverboy did i mention that u left me gutted
by shutting up for 2 months.
:)
so lets ignore whatever we have started
for i'av torn the cheque 'insufficient funds'
i've thrown the pieces back to the wind
for it'll carry it far far away.


:D


i lyk/dun like the way im bloggin nowadays. lifeless. soo. dead.
hee. it reflects the way im now, too.
maybe.


loverboy you make me think that i don't love you anymore.
loverboy .. then you make me change my mind.
loverboy isnt it true that no one's perfect
so then, loverboy , explain why i love ur flaws.



haha. everyone's in love.
im a victim of the one-sided evil love, but then again.
lovin someone feels better, no matter if the person loves u back or not.
at least your love is directed at the special HIM.
so why am i feelin so friggin horrible??
aieerghk. hha.

i have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to blog about. yet i dun feel like leaving. is this how it's like in unrequited love? there's nothingleft for you to stay on anymore. unless you love getting hurt in return.. or maybe you like watching the love you have for him turn into anunhealthy obsession which will probably just irritate the hell out of him?

ha. the weirder*than*me ppl around.

then again. just 'loving-him' is enough. or maybe, one day, he'll look back and see how much u'av wrecked yourself for the sake of loving,maybe one day he'll be touched,maybe one day he'll love you back. (i think im doing a friggin counter arguement, am i not? too many expository writings arnd, yeah.)
then again there might not be a happily-ever-after ending for you.. afterall you are not one of disney princesses, are you?


BUT AT LEAST THERE WUD BE AN ENDING TO IT.
'LETTING GO' ISNT A FORM OF RELEASE, DESPITE IT'S TERM, YOU JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW HE'S NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUIN ANY WAY IF YOU SUDDENLY DIE AND HE DOESNT HAVE TO CARE.. HE'S FREE.

FREE TO DOOOOOOO ANYYYYYYYTHINGGGGGGGGGGG.

HE'S FREE TO LOVE.

HE JUST CANT STOP ME FROM LOVING HIM.

I HATE HOW SIMPLE THINGS ARE FOR YOU. yuck i just hate it.

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