!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Sunday, August 29, 2004, 6:02 PM

it's pretty typical how all this crappy love stuff's corroding my entries..
but it's... it cannot be helped alright? at least.. i dknow wat to do but to put it all here.

it's pretty personal to me.
and i wud appreciate it if u will not read any of this if wot ur gna do is to bitch bout how
my entries are all the same.. yeah..
i dun want ppl to leave me alone.. but it's obvious that i have to get over this myself..
it's sumthng that no one can ever help me with.. yeah?

[ wat time are you sleeping? ]
whenever... 1 plus? u..?
[ anytime... i wanna chat with you. ]
lols. yeah? pls dun let me bore you to sleep.
[ ha... no la. when did you bore anyone? ] _ i think it's supp to be.. 'since when......... '
hurs. thats what u know. with my boring words coupled with my boring personality, which is a pretty powerful duo, i can bore anyone anywhere.
[ no la... lame.. what happened to wei ting? ]
narw.. not sure. i think he wasnt in the best of moods in the first place.
[ ok... you tired le ma? if not, talk to me pls. ]
not yet. talk bout..?
[ anything under the moon. ha... ]
talk talk. talk talkk talk talk. just now was pretty fun, i guess. din talk much to cally tho, she sat too far away.
[ ha.... lame... ya you hanging too much with yong zhi and gwen la.. ]
lols. no la.

i forgot the rest.
just a couple of smses more...
and my phone stopped vibrating.
it was pretty sad actually.

i understand it's less than love i get from you
i do know it's more than love im giving.
it's clear how exposing it is to let everyone know how deep im falling.
3 months is such a long long time. if i was over u, i wudnt hv replied.
if i was stronger.

anyways, last nyt was fun.
brief summary yeah.
_reached tanah mer. mrt station at 7.36pm.
_met yz.
_fooled arnd wif digi cam.
_a teacher frm my tuition centre 2yrs ago (frm p2-p6) walked past. he's called mr andy. was our relief teach for a few times.
_he recognized me! shocking. considerin e fact dat i was dressed weirdly.
DO NOT ever attempt to hide ur identity by dressing in black aprons, white tops, gray pants under apron, and too-high fornarinas. u WILL fail like me. hahaha.
_gwyn arrived 25 min later.
_met gwyn. went up train.
_in train, we saw an albino. too cool. really.. no discrimination watsoever. silverish white hair. shocking pale skin. shades. sooooo japanese goth-like. w/o e black eyeshadow.
_we were crazy over em afta readin da vinci code. u know... Silas and stuff.
_he was munchin on a kinder bueno. den movin on to another kinder bueno.
_we took a picture of him cosh we wanted to keep...as remembrance.
_considerin that it wud be rude to poke a camera up his nose, i took his pic thru reflection on mrt windows.
_as a result, he turned out small and blurry. eeeks.

we reached kallang b4 7.45. shockkking.
(we were supp to reach at 7)
met. calanthea, wei theng, wee ho, su wei, and janice.
took mrt to marina bay.

quite ulu. dark dark one. but got quite a few ppl.
den got few uncles keep pesterin us to go their forgot-wats-e-name restaurant n eat.
we waited for jacinda.
we went.
(psst. sum skin from my right ankle was rubbed off brutally by my too-high fornarinas. ouchhh. den wore yongzhi's gb sock over my short socks. lmaooo.)
fornarina still rocks though..........................

ya. we went there....
crapped lots.
cosh we eat too much crabsticks. LOLS weeeeeeeeeee ho was soooooooo friggin funny.
argh.cudnt help laughin my innards out.

for example: listen listen!!! i tell you 3 jokes ah. one long joke and 2 short jokes.joooooooooooooooooooooooooooke joke joke.

LMAO IT'S SO RETARDEDLY FUNNY. he's our very own stand-up comedian.
if u get anyone else to say that, maybe a few strained chuckles.
but the way he said it.... lols.
he IS good.
GUFFAWS TO GO ARND!! wheeeee. *clap claps.

the food was alright la. the prawns were alive. den su wei had to butter em.
then sooo many ppl got kicks watchin the prawns move slightly on the hot plate.
sizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzle sizzzzzzzzle.
EVAAAAL!!!!

blog bout e rest later.

[[updated]]
the 'champion' juice was cool. lols i took pictures.
fine fine. it was 'champagne'.. and the uncle who kept pronouncin that wrongly really caught me--- i really thought it was a brand or sumthng. champion. sooo ego. haah.

mmms. the bus was pretty hard to catch. the first and second one were crammed. full to the brim.
wei theng got kinda sad.
yeahh... and we rushed. caught the last train in time.
shared ghost stories in mrt train.
one by one they all left.
till it was tampines.
left su wei, janice and i.
ya. my dad was alrdy der liaoos.
hardly said bye.
kept walkin &walking &&&walking.

sorry. dumb move executed. i turned b4 i reached the car, i just cudnt help but sneak one last look.
they were lookin at me..
they said their 'bye' and i waved mine.
i ran into car.
aikkss.

then.... you can refer to the top of the entry to know wot happened nxt..

yayyy. i got a new idea for another photo shoot. keep the enthusiasm going.. i just desperately NEED models. i cantttt film myself, alright. eeks i will just spoil things.

i think he'd be an expressive model though. ;)))
not mine la. just A model. hehhs.
aiya. i think im moving on.. just a little. he made me happier, weirdly, though he did nothing to improve the situation.