gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

i tried to sleep. i cantttt. argh.
many tossing and turning involved.

i was thinking
again
is there any possibility that we could get together
again
but then instead of shrugging the thought off
like in the past
i kept thinking of all the 'what if's.
i kept thinking and thinking.

something changed.
i dun want those 'what if's anymore.
as i'av told myself countless times, those 'what if's
remain as 'what IF's
they are
wrongs which are impossible to make rights
and .....................................................................................................

rights which are impossible to make wrongs. >>heyy. I MAKE SENSE!!!!!! hhahahaha. i love coming up with new stuff.

and i dont MIND thinking bout em,
but i just dont wish for them to happen anymore.
i know it's weird, i feel weird, but it's true, im true.
i dun want those what-if-i-could-have-a-happy-ending anymore.
so....
i guess this means i'av moved on.


and i want to hug him and tell him
im finally half-alright.

(lols i really do feel like telling him, of all people...)
why? of all people.

btw. this whole i-might-be-moving-on-already-thing can be the post exams syndrome.......? i hope the feeling lasts though.
i feel free. free is good. good is free. wot nonsense.
hahaha. this stress is getting to me. i better give my conscience a rest and start studying now.

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