gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

dance rocked so muchhhh today
the orientation concert was okay... better than okay, but the hiphop finale was messy =\\ i kinda screwed the front part up...



but hell, we did our best, i had plenty of fun and i dare say

WE ROCKEDDDDD. ARE STILL ROCKING. WILL STILL BE ROCKING



challenges on the way
shortage of time
a hell lot of practices
im feeling faithful, i love dance
i love how we always seem to make it
or even, try as hard as possible to make it past the line
'tis a helluva day to remember.

and as i was moving my ass all over the place, (-.0000)
i recalled sumthng that happened in primary 4...
my class was gna perform this dance...
during the practices,
i got picked on by this girl in my class, she choreographed e dance
britney spears; oops i did it again.
the one who danced the nicest amongst us.. who can shake and move
and i couldnt.
i just couldnt...
she made everyone stop and asked me to do it, and i failed completely
like a block of wood
i just couldnt move properly... the way they wanted me to..
the way i wanted to
i was in a bright yellow halter-styled top with little bits of sparkling stone on it, specially bought for the performance
we changed and rehearsed in the empty hall..
after changing, i felt happy, like most girls, in clothes they thought were pretty
but she had to ashame me in front of 6 friends...
i cried.

my other friends egged me on, comforted me, but i just couldnt do it


i felt like the lousiest person on earth
even till now, i can rmbr and still feel the mixture of anger, irritation, embarrassment, sense of helplessness and.. i despised myself.

so nervous.
i was so nervous.
she had the confidence,
i didnt.

now i have.



all the hard work preparing for it
plus the words of encouragement coming from people who care
encouraging me to let go..


and just shake it, baby

calanthea
gwynneth
yongzhi
bzzzz
weitheng
melissa
joanne
kingston
weeho
wenjun
tingli
xin rong
jiemin


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