!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Saturday, January 08, 2005, 7:08 PM

i realize that yest's entry of mine
is verging on narcissism
heh hehhs.. once in a while la horr
;]

mmhms im still sad over stuff i shouldnt be sad about anymore, but i try to avoid the sadness but it's irritating me and i cannot help but to wait as it grows
i think this paragraph a bit of kuku X)

hah.
i had tuition just now..
i hope im better at maths already.. hehhs i can barely remember the stuff with surds tho, it's taught at like. 4weeks ago
i.
i.

LOLS so many sentences startin with 'I'
damn im growing to be narcisstic, someone who deserves to be trashed in society!

actually, i dun think i'av been spammed before yknow
now now.. dont give me a chance of ever knowin how that feels, alright..
haha. ;\ if not i'll become so angry i'd probably rupture and dirty ur new shoes.
=[

i am still 47kg!! maintain sia.
extra dance practices have burned away those nasty calories i gained
haiyerr. if i hvn been stuffin my face in e hols
i might be lighter alreadyy... =[
I HAVE SHRUNK BY 1CM DAMMIT HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN
im currently standing at 161cm
AND WITH THAT IM LIKE SO SAD
i was hopin for at least 163 ;'what's gna happen to that 170cm dream of mine hurrs. HURRRH.
damn it.. haha

now that orientation is over, and the fact that we wun be participatin in danceworks,
doesnt that mean that we'll only be concentrating on SYF dance
*faints
damn suck can, the african dance is soo....
argh.
and syf practices got lao shi.. all work work work.
orientation practices can slack a bit, have fun, the dance itself IS fun

is it freaky that i havent got my earlobes punctured yet
i can live w/o earrings
and it's alright if i dont get my earlobes inflammed if i dont take care of it,
thank you very much

;P
in other words im a coward, =O
HAHAH but honestly?
i hvn seen a particular pair of earrings that i can love to death
and kill myself by havin earholes
just to put it on
=[

[[EDIT]]_______________________________________________________________
hmms. it's gna be a long entry..
i forgot to mention bout the banner incident yesterday...
on thursday i was supposed to bring the dance banner lerrs
it's in my hse as we did it in my hse
the banner, i mean. and with the dance ppl, i mean. GEE dun think wai wai >.<~
then on friday it's like THE day. orient ma.
supposed to hang nice nice, then on thursday night
so many ppl reminded me to bring..

hahah you are expecting me to forgot to bring on friday right..
you are wrong.
I ACTUALLY BROUGHT THE WRONG BANNER OKAYY
HOW IN WURL, I DKNOW HOW
THE DANCEWORKS BANNER HAS TWO PIECES OF BAMBOO AT THE SIDE
AND IN THE PLASTIC BAG IT ALREADY IS IN,
THE NIGHT BEFORE AT HM I TOOK IT OUT (BUT I DIDNT OPEN IT TO SEE)
IT HAS ALL THE DANCEWORKS STUFF, I STILL TOOK THE STUFF OUT SUMMORE
why i so stupid ahh
never once did i suspect it not to be the orientation banner until when it was time for the assembly on friday

it hit like lightning hitting concrete
*__*
darnn. wahh immediately i felt like running in front of the car driving in behind me

how
can
i
be
so
stupid

yes. i know. just by being myself rightt. *rollies

i went to the hall,
valerie came and asked 'did you bring the banner?'
lols that did it.
i started blubberingand said stuff like, 'sorry.. sorry.. wrong banner, i dunno why.. sorry.....'
she said it was okay, asked me not to cry and if my mom will bring it over,
then i calmed down
LMAOO then calanthea came over and said. 'you look like you just cried.'
then i started crying again. no, LOUDER and more tears.. HAHAHAA

you hv no idea how scared i was man -.0
and how i hated myself. friggin stupidity
heng that ppl like me have wonderful mothers
i called my mom, she looked in the storeroom and said she cudnt find
i said i was certain that it's in the storeroom,
then she said she'll sms me when she finds it

in the process of her lookin for the banner, i was frettin like shit during A.Maths
cannot concentrate at all
aftawards, she found it
then i ran to the toilet to call her
she found it in my room, not the storeroom. see, im WRONG again
hahahahah she's so nice
she cycled all the way to skl from tampines just to pass it to me (dknow why she prefers the bicycle to the bus/mrt also.. bicycle more convenient ba?)
she was so nice bout it -.00
perhaps it's cosh she knows that im still in the post-freaked-out state

hahah im so unlucky and lucky at the same time
im stoppin now. ;]