gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

sighh
effing tired



today life is fine
went tm walkwalk with cals-
&you bear hope for my yesterdays
my tomorrows will leap out with bitten tongues,
throbbing cheeks
but today;
today life is fine (?)

im desperate for a job though
just some stupid flyer-job whtevr
i dont care
just want to have cash to buy the stuff i wna buy
such a horrible spendthrift i am nowadays
i cant help it.. kkay perhaps i CAN help it,
materialistic bitch
but i really NEED footwear
dont hv shoes. those fornarinas, but it's inconvenient
to wearta go out
e pair of slippers i hv is falling apart in
3
,2
,1
.

WISHLIST
wish wht wish my bday's far frm now eh hehhs
nvm, jus in case i forget
gna buy slippers
slippers
converse sneaks
a brown, or beige skirt;

i see wanted-sign posters on almost
everything i see
i w a n t
are those posters glued onto the inner side of my eyelid instead?




i need to start on my hwk
i need to
i need to
i need to



FILL IN THE BLANKS (2marks per question, helping words not provided)
time starts, now.


yesterday, as sorrows rouse slightly
from drowsy slumber
today life is fine again
the sun is shining onto our scalps, revealing all
hidden decay
tomorrow our troubles will flow
like thoughts in fluid form, strengthened in weaknesses,
then grow faint.
lets lock our fingers as a whole, &pretend we are very much in love
indeed
we stare at our shoelaces, they tell stories
of awkward first dates

we fall like eagles which once soared high
plummeting sharply; into gaping blue jaws
waiting to swallow
as you drowned silently by my side
i said :didnt you promise to catch me?
and waited. and i waited
i cant fall,
a drowning man catches no one.
puttin up no struggle at all, i waited somemore
as you drowned silently by my side
somewhere in the murky depths of our watery
graves; a love letter is waiting,
only then will you tell me why had there been always only you.
and me.
no 'we'.

we suck on hello-kitty gum and are brought back to warfronts
faces sticky with melted chocolate on corners of your smile
fighting wiv candied sticks.
ammunition; sugar


tmmrs, i'll be leaving for our chalet
no internet connection no computers nuhuhh
so this is goodbye until the 18th

calanthea
gwynneth
yongzhi
bzzzz
weitheng
melissa
joanne
kingston
weeho
wenjun
tingli
xin rong
jiemin


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