gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

there's camp tmmrs
5days4nights.
a little longer from my usual camps
but i'll be quite glad to get away from all this
i guess.



whts comin later will be hard to feast on, actually
so why dont you
click your way out
&read a friendly entry

not that im unfriendly -coughs, COUUURSE not
but ......-there's a but to every good thing in life,
methinks
my entry will be verging onto the not-so-friendly side
today.
cmon. you wont be hearin frm me in FIVEdays.





you know, you know. you dont, you dont;
i know i belong
to the group of better-offs
then the least you can do is to make me
feel like i do
i go around hurt; &hurting people, deliberately or
with the absence of a motive, cant
really care anymore {why do you specifically care about things i dont?
can you hear it that music that
brings vengeance
ten.den. tendentenden (watch friday the thirteenth anyone?
lick a forefinger .lift it high
feel it it's there, dont turn away, not now
stop.
I SAID STAAAWP, DAWG
no hiding behind your hair this time, 'rafted dreams
stealthily looming behind with chainsaws running

getting macabre already, arent we O__________o

not after so long; as we lock eyes,
you forgot to close your dialogue with a.....: '


doesnt bear much of a difference
frm waiting for the dialtone to stop
to break its drone, which was fluid to begin with
serve parched throats &callused lips
what for?
i keep waiting for you to stop ;'&it's tyre.ring. tirin
chords drift in lazy circles from behind screens
that hurt my eyes, oh yes it does
try; give me the chance to turn away this time
refrain,
my dear, refrain



;witnessing the blue skies turn grey takes one-fourth of a telephone ring

telephone rings differ in length, you say (?) -you always question the things i say
well then.
the time taken for blue skies to grey with heaviness -clouds?
differ as well


blooh. i have word 'liar' right there, scotchtaped from cheek to cheek
see? seesee SEE?
if only you'd stop looking down.
boy,









{ {btw. i want to stop with a comma, it's not a mistake,
stop doubting,
it's intentional,
,

calanthea
gwynneth
yongzhi
bzzzz
weitheng
melissa
joanne
kingston
weeho
wenjun
tingli
xin rong
jiemin


layout: x
images: x
brushes: x o
texture: x
font: x o

tagboard powerr

oh won't you(...)

12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007
01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007
02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007
03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007
04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007
05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007
06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007
07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007
08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007
09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007
10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007