!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Saturday, October 22, 2005, 1:05 AM

tday has been a weird day.
i'av witnessed my first secfour graduation
ceremony, despite some inevitable corniness
}it evoked something from
within but as usual i just can't put my finger
on it.....this unexpected sense of loss whilst feeling quite
detached from the whole situation;
i don't know many of em, but as each of
em stepped onto e stage, it's like
'heey..ohh!forgot bout her, so she's leaving too.'
'right, he's going off as well..'
.....along with so many others'

theyre all going to different schools &on a particular friday at about 12.15am
their lidded eyes ll rest
eyelids caked with the makeup which..heightens one's level of maturity i..guess
;as in their minds, they look back simultaneously,
wondering if thisthat indeed happened
questioning their thoughts &feelings which they had THEN
torrents of emotion theyre not experiencing anymore currently in the present{weell i mean future

ohh..kay then aftwards yzgwun&i went to longjohns. cals headed back cus
she wanted to study for chiolevels. LOLS. chio levels
SHEEESH im blaming..THAT on e lack of slp.
corny.
chinese..which reminds me i should start studying on
monday
since im gna be busy the whole of tmmrs &sunday..

BTWW IMPORTANT
dance society ll be having this performance next year
not going into details but
you guessed it, it's not gna be free but cmonn,
we'll work hard to put on a good show ;promise
so be a darling &buy our tickets please thank you (helluuuu you dont see us dance tht often
it should be quite fun. go aheaad, you know you want it HAHAHH)
..IF THE SHOW IS STILL ON
we can/should never be sure sometimes, the way teachers are changing their minds.tsk.
we're gna be busy dancers nxt year.
orienttn. tampinesmall. danceworks. performance-ticket.etc
hate being idle (oh reeally) but being
thaat busy scares me slightly lmao.
back to longjohns, it was freezing
in thr they should jack the temperatures a little bit, at least
then wandered around tm for a while

LOLS.urhhms the above two paragraphs no link right.
sorry i thought e entry was soundin a lil too heavy for your taste.
....URHH whoever you are
hehs..
yaa then they came over to my hse to catch some horrorflicks.
cursed kept JAMMING dammit
twas actually the ONLY decent one!
screamy.lols
the maid's ending wasnt half bad, but the start &the parts in btwn were bull.
herbie. GAHH herbie's adorable.
the whole my-car-can-skid-on-walls thaang was over the top
but e show got me all
hyped up bout driving
im gonna be a helluva driver when im a driver.

got to wake up like SUPER EARLY tomorrow
10?
aunt's gettin married!exciting ehh
it's been so long
since ive witnessed a wedding within e family
wondering if she's gettin the
pre-aisle jitters
thrfore i'm going off to bed now
ssit really inauspicious to be wearing black tmmrs.;-eyebrows.

vye vant to vake vhotos.halloween is coming.

we are images flickering with static
;tweaked grey on the screens of our 1960 tv sets
we were committed....to be wrenched apart
like our hearts, wrench your eyelids apart
&eyeball that heartwrenching voice
humming the stories of truths becoming the ringing of
many gunshots in a short span of time
we will be builded climaxes ;short bursts of emotions
for the weak-hearted
good morning.

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