!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Tuesday, November 08, 2005, 11:02 PM

the doors keep opening(at least
i think they are)
my vision jerked instantaneously
two gazes (one for each eye,they
prefer to be referred to as
individuals) trained on the door(which always is closed,by the way)
i was always wrong.
but i
,somehow , still
have this need to hide.

drifting(?)
actually i do care.im supposed to. well i always had.
why,it's..wrong not to.
so yeah i do. uh..care. tastes weird on my tongue
because i haven't been saying it much.obviously.
on some days, i even feel my feet leave my ankles, crying
as they walk out, into closed doors.(heey look at how the feet cries here)
on some days, i even feel my feet leave my ankles crying
as they walk out, into closed doors.(notice how ankles cries here.
read 'leave my ankles crying' as a whole.
manipulated by just the placing of the comma!I THINK IM slightly insane tonight)
plid plod.

hohumm

as each day passes you wont understand me,more and more.
until you don't want to,no, not anymore
as each day passes i wont understand you, more and more.
until i don't want to,no, not anymore
isn't that just. so scary.
well in my opinion, it is.

name five weird facts about me
(hrmms thank you JINGHUI BUT THRS NTH WEEEIRD ABOUT ME)
1) hahah sometimes i obviously dont mean what i say. look at bracketed above.
2) i cried(quite terribly;\)when my
primarysix chinese tchr called me a cheater
when she caught me cheating during chinese spelling.(book sticking out from under the table,
talk about loser techniques heh)
3) my handphone is out of battery now.
4) the first guy i've ever fancied in my life 's name is joel. kindergartenone.
5) in front of people im seriously comfortable with, i laugh this fake-sounding
opera-ish screech laugh.
great, jh!now no one will want me to get comfortable around em HAHAH

right,before i forget, happy birthday hj!
SEE,PEOPLE DO REMEMBER hehs
(0911)

things
(58minutes before twelveoh'.)