gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

HELLUU
strangely i feel rather lightheaded tday
like i can't really think/speak properly
sighh i have been waking up early recently
HRMMS must be due to that


.i once thought tht i hve no talents whtsoevr.then
after giving it some thought,i changed my mind &thought
that i am quite a jack of all trades.
but then
again sometimes i feel like im not even that,
that i know nothing at all. that, too, has some
truth in it.i hve my interests, but it doesn't necessarily
mean tht i am wellversed in whtevr which im interested in.
then again i lack the enthusiasm &willpower, tht passion
to learn new things &constantly upgrade myself LOLS
WHO IS THIS TYPING.aint i just the splitting image of a
retrenched,middle aged man.

tonight(i feel as if) life is brimming with hope in places
whr you often overlook,in pockets &corners where you
can reach if you just give that bit of effort.

SOMETHING ABOUT ME
i constantly feel like i hvta change myself to please
everyone,even more often i'd feel like slapping myself for
the desire to please someone.
then again im not a peoplepleaser. usually when im..pissed
i'd say things which i know'd get on your nerves.
even so,i'm too conscious of the things i say,
&the effects they hve on people. you'd be surprised,
i knw almost exactly how you'd feel if you heard a
certain something, like,ANYTHING. i can pinpoint your reaction
bfor you even react aft hearing this, or that.
it's not something i do
on purpose, but it's strange how i do take note of stuff
like tht;unconsciously. goes to an extent whr i'll
interrupt others when theyre bout to say sth which i know
will affect you negatively/piss you off. it's tiring really,
hving to witness the way your face'd fall when i can't stop
certain words from reaching your ears in time. usually i'd even feel
the way you feel.weird huhh.
('your', 'you' refers to..everyone. unless youre someone whom
i hate so bad,someone tht i'd want to hurt.well,nobody like that now)
it's queer you know, &draining.LOLS hrmms dont get me wrong
it's not like
PREMONITIONS,far from it.just sth tht comes to you easily aft youve
been studying a person over a period of time.
i'm sure tht some people around are like me too.




WELLS im tired now. tht was a whole load to digest.
spent the whole day out tday
..devastating but i know you wont give up
trying girl;D i believe in you
&am very proud of you

calanthea
gwynneth
yongzhi
bzzzz
weitheng
melissa
joanne
kingston
weeho
wenjun
tingli
xin rong
jiemin


layout: x
images: x
brushes: x o
texture: x
font: x o

tagboard powerr

oh won't you(...)

12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004
05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005
02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005
03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007
01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007
02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007
03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007
04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007
05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007
06/01/2007 - 07/01/2007
07/01/2007 - 08/01/2007
08/01/2007 - 09/01/2007
09/01/2007 - 10/01/2007
10/01/2007 - 11/01/2007