gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

see sometimes i am just like you(&you)
sometimes even i want
to hurt myself too
as each day slinks away
at the death of
every
sunray
i want
to be just like you
,&hurt me too.

the crowds,
upon hearing that,
they cheer/jeer so loud.


maybe because we were too afraid
too aware of our veins,they constantly
pump no oxygen.because youve dreamt up a girl who looked
just like me.looked into your eyes the way i do,
some lass who pronounces her 'ths' the samefriggingway.
she wasn't me,you knew &yet(maybe that was
why you dared to)took her hand in yours
brushed her hair from my..her face
open up your wallet show her our picture
&tell her you love her,just like how you love me
show her this,show her how we kiss
&share secrets &pluck them guitar strings
to serenade
.you woke up &saw me holding your hand
'you were murmuring a name in the depths of
your slumber.my name but jesus,
i know better,it is the name of the girl who
has my name,looks just like me &loves you
more than i do'shouting, i shut
the door between us.every plea reverberating
swallowing the few seconds of hesitation
which feels too much like eternity.waiting,
i waited until you drifted back
to sleep,where you'll be by her side,
the girl you made me out to be















no worries,i just felt like it.

calanthea
gwynneth
yongzhi
bzzzz
weitheng
melissa
joanne
kingston
weeho
wenjun
tingli
xin rong
jiemin


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