!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Sunday, January 01, 2006, 2:45 AM

loong entry ahead.

LOLS
the sweets,they bite my tongue.
geezums like..pineapple
must be the overdose
such pretty sweets i can stare at them for hours
BUT OH SO ADDICTIVE
cant stop.popping.them.intomymouth yumm.
HAHAHAHAH alright.it shall be
a new yr treat for myself:D
thanks hj(we still owe you a present,pls constantly remind us)
,&calanthea for spending time deciding wht to buy

i spent a year in calanthea's hse hehs 2oo5-2oo6
we ate steamboat!&twas sad tht yz wasnt thr
grrahr she had cousins over in her hse counting down
weells i hope you had fun too grlfyyy;]
we missed going to escape though FREE ADMISSION!(came with the chalet package)
last day!sixtyoverbucks down the drrrain
we didnt hve time tday's schedule was
packed!okayokay so we spent too much time at hm
but gwuns managed to get her hair cut over at
marina'sq.
the cut's not bad,quite a different look
we hvnt seen it non-blow-straight yet
but i sort of prefer her older one.mayb thts cus im not
used to it yet,LOLS dont worry bout it lovvve
youll look beautiful BALD

oh yes.steamboat.AHAH cals gwuns songhon janice me.
the steamboat was so....................quiet it was rather eerie.
ahahah..not A LOT of food actually definitely not
the amnt i usually eat at home
but nonetheless,filling.
must be all tht awkward laughter.
we must do it moremoremoremore often.with everyone present!

alright. SO PEOPLE.IT IS
(..the much awaited?greatly dreaded....?)
TWO OH OH....................SIX.
man,it has been two hours,
&im still not used to it yet.
shd i be all nostalgic,&start reminiscing about
2oo5.
eyys i dtknw,bcus i don't feel nostalgic,really,
i feel.....threatened.the entire year has passed too
quickly,it seems tht it has been taken away from me unfairly
bcus
basically,i hvnt done much,or accomplished anything
in 2oo5.i want a another chance,a second go at this ye....sorry,LAST
year,bcus thr could hve been so much more done.
but eyys,i hve no one else to blame but myself,
&i can so see myself typing sth like this next yr.
hve you thought bout it,
nxt yr,when we're all
comfortably seated in front of our computers,
blogging about 2oo6,the year which has passed like
the other years,
we'd hve completed our O's,&graduated frm secskl,
awaiting another inevitable fresh start
LOLS IM STARTING TO BLOG LIKE AN OLDOLD LADY.

i better curb the stuff im typing,or else i'd be
all sad &weepy by the time it's threeo'clock.AYE.
this year.......nothing much happened this year
got into a new class,made very few new friends,
kept the few best friends i hve thank heavens for tht
kept the friendships i didnt want to lose with a limited number of friends
lols i dont keep my friends easily.AND i dont make friends easily.
yiting's social circle=WHAT social circle.?
,studied like zilchhh,
scored crap results for the exams.this so totally
was a slack year(despite them tchrs warning us about it)
MAAN.well honeymoon yr's over.
though it didnt feel
tht much like a honeymoon,but hell i slacked the year away.
unknwingly. knwingly. DTKNWW.
dance.we had the SYF competitions this yr,&we got
a silver.sobs.we worked hard only when twas
coming at us, &tht's really sad bcus the seniors put
a lot of effort in it.
ayy.regrettable. STRANGELY,SYF feels like twas held..
last year.LOLS &the new yr celebration we had in
sw's hse feels like only mths ago.
garhh.
why,my biggest accomplishment this yr is.............
accepting the fact tht WHTEVR LITTLE WE HAD is gone,
getting over him.hah!spastic i know,
but hello world,newsflash: it took a year &a half.
however i hvnt stopped believing(completely) tht
it's due to my flaws,&basically my fault tht
im not good enough for him..yadahyadahh
HAH.we've gotta wait uhhms a little while mor for that one.
im feeling all positive &happy tonight.i want 2oo6
to be SUCH AN AMAZING YEAR FOR ALL OF US.

four days ago it has just been my birthday yessums
youre talking to a fifteenyrol' now!(rather,reading stuff typed
by a fifteenyrol')(it was
much much btr than last yr's,thank you all)
tonight(this morning,whtevr)2oo5 has officially
become..last year.
STRRANGE.

RESOLUTIONS
ive nvr stuck to em,not for a single year
&i don't even set my resolutions every year.
1)be a better person to others,&to myself.
2)START SAVING MONEY.(for them shopping sprees.
OR WHT IF A PROBLEM CROPS UP &you need the dosh)
3)stop trying to change myself with the mindset,
anyone,anyone but me
4)improve in areas like...academics-wise,dance, &PHOTOG
5)try.try hard to be thr when someone needs me
&try let someone be thr when i need her/her

those who had their fair share of fun &happiness in 2oo5,
tht's pretty awesome
&may such luck continue in the coming year..eyys NO DAMN.THISSSS year
for those who didnt hve it all tht jolly LAST YR,no fuss doods it's all over,
good things're
happening this 2oo6 i can so feel it.
happy new year(&much love) to all.