gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

it is a slap in the face.stray tendrils.
cruel reality calls.
ringring.
rings.
the invisible threads that kept you here
have tangled.whatever's in me lurches
and threatens to spill through punctured
souls when i think..all the time
this is the girl - no i won't write about myself
today,the way i inflict
this inevitable hurt,twirling the ring round
my finger when Sleep fails to beckon
in my dreams i am complete,complete with
jagged bullet holes taking the shape of missing jigsaw
pieces.
persuading lips to curve into a smiling rainbow
so hear hear my stories again,i won't write
about myself today
these pretty things are not mine,youre
not mine to hurt.who the hell did i think i was..
if this is what i feel,why
do i end up destroying the people i love.


i am mine and yours,too(?)
it never felt like this before
stricken with panic of catastrophic proportions

i dtunderstand why
your everythng is now........yours to hve
only aftr so much crap had happened.
(didnt you make me promise to say so when it is..so?)
didnt i promise to say yes,or no
when it really has ended on
your part?this is not for any reaction frm you
ive gone too far.way too far
maybe your woundsll never heal but ive always
believed ya
.contrary to wht ive said,i
DO want to.
maybe thts not enough.

too preoccupied with lengthy conversations,
you forgot about breakfast
your stomach isn't your stomach,it is your
heart.
your heart is empty.

calanthea
gwynneth
yongzhi
bzzzz
weitheng
melissa
joanne
kingston
weeho
wenjun
tingli
xin rong
jiemin


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