!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Sunday, May 14, 2006, 11:15 AM

For so long I tried to reach you
I know I'm almost there
I'm close enough for you to see

You've been hiding in the shadows
Have you forgotten how we used to dream
Let me remind you
The light doesn't blind you at all
It just helps you see
Can you see

Yeah you have become
Yeah you have become beautiful

And I can't be the stranger
That's been sleeping in your bed just
Turn around and come to me
I feel all the pain inside
And everything you been denied you feel
It's all you feel

i'm reading it as though it is written for me,
and it helps that way.
i can;t make you out,this light
is blinding.

one step forward,two steps back.

and i'm overwhelmed by
feelings so extreme,
just like a child who wandered off a path
i'm frightened of being isolated,afraid that no one
will be able to take me seriously
,will no one believe distress of
such volumes.?
'what caused this,why?how.'
'don't know what,why,how'.
how can they when i can't myself?
am i imagining this.
every emotion i have is blown out of proportion
each burning nagging need exaggerated
i can't single each out,
have you evr ,evr evr felt
have you ever felt like one wrong step you take
can & will cause you to unravel./

{EDIT://
wait.now when i read what i've typed,
how can i believe that i will lose myself for good
if i make a mistake.everyone makes mistakes.
it doesnt make sense.stupid deluded girl.}

from hejun ive learned, im the master of myself,take charge
i've gotta,ive gotta

_______________________________________
it is a trying time,and i cant be giving up now
not when im fortunate enough to 've got people
who care and sincerely wish
me to be truly well and happy again

now i cross my fingers and wish so hard
that resorting to expression can speed up healing processes.

i want to learn your name.

Series: Blown Extremities

ex·trem·i·ty ( P ) Pronunciation Key (k-strm-t)
n. pl. ex·trem·i·ties
The outermost or farthest point or portion.
The greatest or utmost degree: the extremity of despair.

Grave danger, necessity, or distress.
A moment at which death or ruin is imminent.
An extreme or severe measure.

A bodily limb or appendage.
A hand or foot.