!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Friday, May 26, 2006, 11:12 PM

sometimes i wish humans would stop trying
to resurrect whatever has been buried,
stop spilling tears when they were
meant to well up from the inside
basically i wish we'd stop feeling.
eventually the pillar of mankind will
crumble at its sides,like rocks into sand.
only then can we be blown near the skies
;nestle among clouds.
last night,i shared my dreams with you
and for once; it wasn't me alone who wished
for you to come back.
we nestled among clouds,hoping to find
a shred of warmth,
hoping to find you but all there was was rain.

it was frightening beyond words.

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AH,do allow me
i was pleasantly surprised by this one
it looked fine in the camera,but i had no idea
how much i'd like it.
it is untouched by photoshop except for framing

i never once was satisfied with a picture
without hvg to tweak the colours in some way or another.
this time round it just appealed to me too much
for me to change any part of it.

a stroke of luck;
so overexposed,not too blue,i find it
so gorgeous now.

then again.
maybe i'll nitpick at details the next time i see it,
but currently i only feel satisfaction,
let this euphoria last pls:D

this harbours an underlying meaning
,which gladdens me.
sheer satisfaction without
having to change to suit my tastes,
maybe, me as a person,i hve some hope too.
to be accepted as myself by myself

i like this.

&i hope you do,too<3
happy holidays.