!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Sunday, June 18, 2006, 3:48 AM

:D
your hearts are racing in trepidation
lo and behold a normal ish entry posted!.
..................{kay shant await any
applause which wouldnt come my way no matter how long the wait}

clears throat.
.tomorrows crowds'll be making their way to school
to witness a bball match btwn
king sw &sw's friends
&
hj and hj's friends.
ITS GNNA BE HUUGE.{uh......right}

ahahah.:D it'll be amusing
if people who're walkin about in school
actually watch the game,
esp when tmmr's match had originated in such a lame way.
.im psyched!.
a cruel and relentless showdown okay
im gnna laugh a lot,
it's just amusing to watch people i know playing basketball..

........it just IS.[sniffs]
i hope it'll be a game worth watching.[:

_*________
i found the chat in
cals' hse touching in a deep sort of way.
tentatively,i was trying
to spill what i felt inside,without pouring.
it's just so hard.
it wasnt difficult at all talking,but it got harder
when it came to actually..confiding.
i talk tons sometimes but each time,
i manage to swerve the very last second,past the
topics tht hurt,past those that feel too raw.
i need to adjust to confiding in people.
my insides' a dull roar,even i'm afraid too see wht ive inside
:[

i love you tons calanthea:D
try not to find the feelings you still hve daunting..
then agn im so proudda you.
regardless of your protests or anything,
i think youve been rlly brave.:]
ah dont we all wish to move on in the least painful
way evr.

gwungwuns i love you no less:D
and im so terribly sorry if i hvnt been any help lately,
esp the times when youre saad
.OH i hate it..feeling like i cant do anythng for you.;how i hope youre feeling loads bttr already
<3.

anyhoos yz is gone
so a shoutout when shes in perth
bedazzled by evrythng;
.from the peaceful stillness one can find thr
to the hopping joeys.i love ya GIRLIEE.
come back safe and exhilarated:D

sometimes i wonder if you still feel the way you do weeks ago.
other times i do wonder if it is right for me to know.
sometimes one should be kept guessing,for so long that
the desire to know ebbs away
.many times the waves pull at me and i give way,sometimes
i wonder if the one you love is me.maybe this is me,and
me as one whole .
,instead of the pieces and bits of me ive grown used to being -
sometimes i marvel at the possibility of existing in a whole.
i doubt it.it can't be possible.

sad people ought to ice skate.
hoho,