gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

oh god i want i want i need i need
it's not the time to not feel together,
but i need to save me by myself
i need every single person
showing me the ways they lead nonchaotic lives,
i need this i need that too i need you,him,her too,
needing so much but yet i shan't have anything more
that has to do with the heart,somehow i can't
bring myself to say i'm not okay all the more the i can't
look you in your dry black eyes and show you pooling black eyes
can you sense this i could never guess things would get this intense.

before i forget to tell you,thank you everyone
my girlfs especially for being so strong and showing me it is possible
.for being faithful in your belief in me and before i forget,sorry for falling
and pulling at your arms,why,there's just so much weighing down.

i want out i want so desperately with every cell in me
but i can't,because even in the darkest moments i know
there will be an end to this.please please heal quick.
hah i won't die a melodramatic death,sprawled across the grimey carpeted floor
of some dingy hotel room.
with the flickering lamp swinging to the beat of someone's presence.

still,i feel incapable of answering calls,and smses today
don't worry,REALLY i've just gonna ride this out.
when you read this please take comfort in the fact that i'm just
victimized by the occasional bout of teenage angst.maybe.
tomorrow i will be better already because it is ahs's birthday.

when i sent you S.O.S yz i felt like i was going to die,
that my heart had a pistol in one of its arteries,sinister
about to shoot itself
but moodswings come and go.girls like me should go to bed and wake up
wanting to be alive.sleep will help my eyes hurt less too.

calanthea
gwynneth
yongzhi
bzzzz
weitheng
melissa
joanne
kingston
weeho
wenjun
tingli
xin rong
jiemin


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