gongshang primary anglican high PAE victoria jc<3 turning seventeen in december

okay these fluttering sensations are really getting to me.apparently im being stupid,
'an idiot' and evrythng for thinking what were said to be 'out of point' thoughts which are
'so off LAH!'



ive never wanted so desperately to be proven wrong before.
..I SO DESPERATELY WISH FOR YALL TO BE RIGHT,ive even prayed.


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tonight,unlike the night many moons ago, i will not write about unforgiveness
and the bitter sweet taste i had starved for so long it morphed into something else
right before me,
tonight, bells rang and broke the walls of silence i had
silently erected all around
us.tonight ;i had done the impossible, which was doing something i had never done
before, .anything, anything meaning something as
meaningful as staring from under the table.
the table legs shudder under the most intense of gazes,just before one left the three others,
,i shut my eyes.
i always did the things i was always doing
sometimes it feels like a power has been unleashed,a power which was formerly
caged up in my ribs,
and now it has left to roam my insides.i want it caged again,
or lose it forever,so i don't feel its slight flutter from time to time.





i beg for surcease.



okay im writing too much and taking too little pictures.the balance the balancee where is the balance

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weitheng
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