!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Thursday, October 12, 2006, 2:24 PM

hgethhthjryjttrj for calanthea;well she could relate to it and liked it but i really should
stop wanting to read
wanting to write.olvls are approaching so stop wanting to head out,thoughtless.

when and as you feel like it,you go on a rampage and steal the breath right from
my lungs.i can hardly feel anymore,but these nerve endings are fraying,
sparking glitter trails,they bring me right to your doorstep.however, with my fingertips grazing the
patterned wood of your door,
i am allowed to inhale this heady scent of dark wood, never to knock.

the eyes lovingly unfathomable ,those are deep waters.
tresses straggly with salt.sinking with an elation so great when i lost my left oar.
there is no way to tell fish from seaweed with this salt in my eyes
.turbulence and currents,we'll be spending forever together

but one day i imagine you at my door,with a smile stretching your lips.'hello.' ,almost
like you've never gone, your voice,raspy from sleep,ceases the throbbing of thoughts in my temple.
i hate you,there.these three words, like a childish banter,as quick as rifle shots.
there,i said it. there are so many more words left unheard,
take for instance,how
i can tell you how i love you more than i hate you,but you were never here anyway
,you only had time for syllables.
the murmuring in my wrist stops,time stops,everyone who left has returned by now!
.your stride brisk and powerful the only thing i know for sure:your stride never breaks.
who wouldve guessed?my eyes still sweep through the crowd for you these days for a familiar flash of yearning.
did you expect something prettier?something fancier,not this sour tang of blame and
distrust?

for angels on Earth is a mistake.you must have taken the wrong
route,missed a turn elsewhere
.our paths should have never crossed.