!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Monday, January 01, 2007, 12:03 AM

i feel so old all of a sudden.:D
2006 is over,i'll be doing my recap, of course,
something everyone'd expect from a 31st December post,but i don't
remember hvg done a recap for my years ever.
if i haven't,this will be my first!.

this year i'd performed for Danceworks,&lost,met bastards like Shar {our Dance Choreographer/Tchr for Danceworks}
{he told SwanYee from Dance that me and him were an item BLAHBLAH,ditched me,we got back tgthr LOLLLL
he treated me nicely and stuff {offering me Toro's autograph was a uhmmm nice gesture}
AND I NVR KNEW the rubbish he said about US till Danceworks were around the corner.
it sounds retarded now,but he was a DANCE TEACHER to us then
i freaked and nvr unfreaked.the mere thought gives me the shudders even now}
Orientation 2006 was good,funnily, my confidence for Dance was built around it - not a solid structure to be built upon i must say
there's still so much to learn,ditch the laziness and go for more practicing in JC,
since i intend to dance again in JC if they'd allow me in the CCAs

so many firsts for this year.
the start of this year i've loved and lost,
in the middle of the year;loved and never owned.

he gave me the firm holds i could never shy from
yet i was already under a spell.a spell that should never be mentioned by moving lips,
almost a taboo.
a spell i'm been wanting to break,alongside the desire to be under this very same spell
i don't deserve to know about the shape i take from behind your eyes?
don't deserve to tell you about the spell i'm under
since a very long time ago?
i wonder if 2007 spells a different year altogether.if i can't ever tell you
i don't wish to spend a single second longer wanting to.

this year,
my gwenna had a sweet year with songhon{my best wishes,still! :D }
thr was this unsettled THING{dtknw how else to put it} btwn me &yongzhi that created a whole deal of unhappiness
it seems to hve blown over now,and i just dt ever want to lose the dear girl. <3
calanthea & i hve been spending a lot of time tgthr,and i just wish for calm hearts
calm hearts

family wise
we haven't been close,in fact we have been quite unlike a family
i just appreciate those special moments {becoming more often now} when we all flash grins
on our faces, on 2007 i really need to love them more,
and show my love more outwardly.

in january,{in fact, from january - august}
the importance of the big Os barely registered, despite 2006
being the year for our examinations. almost like an alarm clock,
soft ticking its way to that one loud sound
alongside everyone else,there was the chaotic scrambling for books.
scored a 9 in prelims,
a score so much better than that prepared for.
with a 9, i landed myself in VJC for the first 3 mths. it's gnna start on the 3rd jan
i sooo CAAN wait.
:D

SHIT IT IS 2007 ALREADY.
2006 have been such a shitty year i broke my toe and everything
but this year i've got to know janice weeho suwei more thru our saturdays at cal's!
and new lovely people like kingston jerlin kingston lian kai boontiong
and so many good things which have paled when put beside the shitty things
AAH . I HVNT FINISHED MY ENTRY YET!
but it's new year already.
AAAH!?!