!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Friday, February 09, 2007, 12:15 AM

when i was bathing i had so many thoughts,
so many things i wanted to say{but afraid i mightn't,due to time contraints} before i know my olvl score
it has happened._. my class o7s33
they're so frickn cute i might just
adore them so much, i'll feel really sad if i score 14 or sm other shit score.
it has been like what,about a mere month?
& a whirlwind of things
had happened,almost like we wanted to make the most out of the little time
we hve bfor second intake.

i'm being more emotional than i ought to be..
but.did i seriously think i can be in a place for a month and not feel emotionally
attached to it?honestly i didn't want to.
cus being emotionally attached would result in this
{limelight shines onto pathetic self}
most are adorable and sweet and a hilarious group to be with.
even Dance is fab so far.the girls and two boys are serious when it comes to
getting a routine tight,
and sound.most seniors are forgiving and caring ,patient too.
seniors are fantastic dancers. j1s are good themselves.

academic-wise,i feel like we're placed under a lot of stress..yep
okayokay it's for our own good,
maybe leaving aint a bad thing.
maybe i can't cope with such a quick pace of learning.

well i thought i can't deal with bio ,stupid content heavy subject,
but i found out tday that i topped my class for sm bio test and
thr're sm 6-pointers in my class and geniuses{LIKE DARREN LOL} too,{9 is probably one of the lowest}

aiya.whatever,

well oh well
yiting in the end youre just.not.good.enough.lah.

okay this is starting to get depressing.it disgusts me too that
you hve to read me like this
but.

..cut me some slack.
this is when i need smone i can entrust matters to..sm god.
i mean, if i hve that,
at the very least i'll know,wherevr i end up is the best choice for me.

sajc!if i can't make it into vj,{look at how my priorities have changed
lol.and STILL i am not too sure about vj too}
sajc i hope i can make it to sajc.I PRAY for acceptance on my part,
that i may come to terms with my results eventually,if ever,{because it's so
dammit lifechanging .} i pray that life in my new school'll be awesome,
and i'll gain a new perspective about schlife all over again.and meet different people
take things in my stride and pick myself up,here comes change.even change has changed its form.take things in my stride..and pick myself up quickly.

i am still excited about sajjj.but i'm VERY tentative ,
now that it involves more change,
inevitable though.

HEAVENS, i don't know anymore.
whatever it is,may i please own the courage to take it in my stride
good luck to all!

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