!HELLO SAAAAY.

THE WRITTEN WORD

Friday, March 09, 2007, 7:35 PM

is it just me,or have things gotten much ,much more complicated?
i d'tknw. well my class could've been fantastic,causing me to wnna stay on in cj {'stead of appealing to tpjc}
but they weren't ,so..
cjc 0 : tpjc 1

in the aftrnn at about 3 plus, we had our CCA trials. the auditions 're only held aftr sch RE-opens,
so yeah the dance trials were just for experience.
so.. i went ovr to Fblock for dance of cus.{had to ask at least 4people before getting to the right place
boy is it difficult to find your way around thr!}
we had quick stretching,warm-ups,
then they taught us a hip-hop routine {thank goodness!} being the slow learner i am,i learned only the first 2 eighths properly,
the remaining eighths were rojak & trying-YET-obviously-not-quite-able-to-follow-the-seniors
halfway,i was pulled out by the dance-in-charge tchr,
who pulled me out to get me to talk to cjc dance instructor .

he asked me if i was interested in joining SYF.

t'was like.BOOOOOM!
I looked appalled i guess and instead of showering him with thankyous and what not,
i went all, 'huh!? uhm do you seriously think i have the abilities to handle syf!'
'well. you'll hve to be very committed,and work very hard to learn whatevr the rest have already learned.'

'the rest',cus i was the only 2nd intaker he asked,to replace this girl who wasnt taking part anymore.

gaaaad my measurements for costume were taken ALRR
and he left bfor i could tell him that im appealing in sajc,
and the results 're coming out only next week.
it'd suck to keep mum about these things,because you wouldnt want to 'fly their kites' last minute,
so i told the seniors when dance ended. that i've appealed to sajc,but had no idea if they wanted me or not.
they told me that i gotta know if im in sajc FAST.
and frm them,i got to know that cjc arts not bad,but cjc science quite bad.
sajc science not bad,but sajc arts quite bad.
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aftr i left sch,i called sajc to ask them if posting results were out.
no they werent.

i asked them when the dance trials were.
oh,the dance trials?over quite sm time ago.

KNSKIFRTIOHOIWETHUIGKNS!??!?!/KNS??
apparently,to appeal thru CCA,you needa FIRST know when the trials are, then get thru the trials to get into the sch AND the cca.
kns so the form submitting thing was just General Appeal.yah i'll hvta wait 7735678236583265years {actually,no,waiting WOULDNT HELP??} to get into sajc thru General Appeal okay.

thr's dance pract in sajc tmmrs,the tchr-in-charge for SAdance 'll be thr.
beg and plead for a chance to appeal thru Dance or sthg?since the tryouts 're alr over.over.over.
but im too damn scared i might just break down and hve a cryfest midway.hve to go luh..HOOW.PLS SAVE ME?

if i can't get into sajc just bcus i missed the dance trials {for i stupidly expected them to call for trials AFTR they get your appeal form}
i'll just...I DONT KNOW LAH .EFFF.argggggh!

if even aftr tmmr's begging,WHICH IM FEELING SUUPER TENTATIVE ABOUT,i don't get into sajc dance,
i'll hvta stay in cjc.
1) i d't like my class.{lol damn chiiiiildish}
2)the seniors said the tchrs who teach science course a bit like shit.
&3) trust me i'm not good enough to learn a whole syf dance last min!
..no one else to accompany me in learning summor.only 2nd intaker in syf : will die.
yeah of course i 'm happy to be chosen,but..not rly when i knw im not up for it.

if i dont get into sajc,
i'll try the syf. cus ..even if i rly suck too much theyll just take me out frm syf.

{btw i 've decided,SORT OF,to rule out tpjc alr,cus of cjc dance syf.}
if i can get in sajc,i dont care if i'm not in syf,or anything.
wnna be in sajc.
actually,i just wnna be in vjc but that just sounds..ridiculous.

hi?this is me feeling the MAJOR blues.will smone pls come,and make me all better.
?better butter.